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okay, so it has been confirmed that B is going out! HOOORAYYY! yay for him. but i feel gilty like crap cause i had asked him as friends to the formal and stuff but he liked somone aiiee! now i feel crummy cause i didnt know!!!! but the thing is.. i'm ok with it. cause i realize i dont like him or anything.. hes just really hot >.< and a good friend, so its like i had some connection or what ever but it wasnt anything serious so all that junk about being confused.. is OH SO WRONG! >.< but no i have to tell him to go with hannah instead of me arg! dude.. it just makes me feel stupid! and also makes e wonder why he didnt say NO to e in the first place. because he probobly did like her then when i asked but he said yes anyways! arg! WHY!!! its really confusing.. but i really did only ask him as a firend cause i wanted to have a good time and stuff and i had cleared it all with M first. but like... AHHHH, i'm all crumy! i feel like i stabed somone in the back or somthing.