As I wait for that person. I will still love him forever.. And will be his friends forever. As I still have that feeling, with my whole life, i will be happy that I will meet him. Untill that day. my smile will melt the wrold, and it will be something i will love to give to him..
he hasnt notice anything but i will make him notice something. i know that it is a little bit strange to love him but still be his friend. but you never know the feeling that i have with him. two of my friends knows that i have a thing for him. and tw o of them too have a thing for him. Ayumi chan and Thea chan.
i think, they like him.. and i dont want to stand in the way.. i still remember he gave me a flower.. and i didnt accept it and he gave it to thea chan. it was funny, she stare at it for 30sec.. that is pretty long.. there were a day when i hug him.. felt him how he feels... how i stare at him.. how he smile... i love him.. i realize that i do love him..
He means alot to me.. and also to my friends.. but i belive that some of my friends made a mistake that me and him look good together.. I wish that i believe that, but my fantasy of him will feel strange.
Just to let you know people. i love this person and i felt strange saying this. but i love him.. i just hope that he hasnt found out yet and... hopefully that we can still be friends. if he ever found anything out.
i know you are reading this my friend.. but you know what.. there might be a chance that i will confess to him, when i gradutuate.. and so dont have your hope too high..
there are a maybe chance that i might gradtuate from school. and so i am making that happen! just wish me luck!
thank you!
heart Love Always, heart kyoko Miyamoto Aka Mai yer her heart
lilo_shy_angel · Sat Jun 30, 2007 @ 06:07pm · 1 Comments |