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I love all my friends too. they're all great people, and they always stick by me, no matter what happens.

Well, I am and have always been a social outcast. Hell, in elementary school no one wanted to talk to me! Sad, isn't it? I had three friends in those years...and I lost all three. Sandra...well, things went bad with her after 10...almost 11 years of friendship. But...I'm not gonna get into that.

"I'm not the social butterfly, I'm the Anti-Social Moth." That is my quote. And I am. Mostly from the years that people spent harassing me, but I've finally reached the point where I go "who gives a s**t what everyone else thinks of me? why should I care?" And I don't anymore. I don't care what a group of gossiping girls has to say about me, because I know they're not getting anywhere with their gossip.

The only time anyone talks to me, is when we do a group project that needs a drawing in it. I'm the class artist...then everyone is swarming and asking for help. I look at them all and say "why the Hell should I do anything for you after all the years you've spent ******** me up?"

Seems cruel, makes me less approachable...but I'm better off like that. In biology, I once did a lab meant for six people by myself...and got a higher grade than anyone else in the class. I've grown quite misanthropic since I first started school as a child...but people have made me this way.

I don't care. Let them gossip, party, get themselves drunk, high and knocked up...

But I'll still be here, focusing on what matters, and not trying to fit in with a group that did nothing but spew stupidity for so many years, and continues to do so. I'll be here laughing it up with my friends in healthy ways, and planning on what we're going to do after high school. I'll be here working on my novel and jamming with my band.

I'll be here, being myself...no matter what anyone else says or thinks.

And even if appearances change in the future, I know I'll be the same person on the inside.

UPDATE!

Kage countdown! - 4 days heart heart heart heart

UPDATE!

...

I think...I may have lost it here...

Ok, how many of you guys remember the Powerpuff Girls??

Well...guess what I have found...

http://www.crunchyroll.com/showmedia?id=9377

Watch it, if it lets you...don't be afraid...

And, after watching it, think for a minute...

Who is Kaoru (a.k.a. Buttercup) reminding you of?

*points at self*

GOD, I LOVE her. heart She's just like me...except younger and a Hell of a lot more athletic. She has anger issues too, and hates girly girls...isn't it so funny? I remember watching the American original of PPG, and thinking that she was a bit odd, but that she was cool anyways.

Then, there is Demashita! Powerpuff Girls Z.

And...she is...like me...

Oh...the irony...

But she's still kick-a**. xd

Alright, enough ranting on my part...though I'm now very sorely tempted to cosplay her at the J-Town cosplay-con this year...

But...



That would pretty much be me. sweatdrop

I don't do skirts, especially not of the mini variety. Poor Kaoru-kun...she's stuck with two very girly girls and a mini skirt...

But she still kicks a**! &D

And I wish my hair looked more like hers, cuz my hair sucks. > <

UPDATE!

I apologize for the absence, but guess what? I still have the program on my comp that I can use to make vids! So, I'm remaking my Twilight vid. As soon as I'm done, I'm uploading it onto YouTube, and putting in on my pro.

wish me luck~

UPDATE!

I am sad.

I may have told you that I once made a Twilight Princess music video...well, I did. About halfway through, the computer froze, and I lost it. I never got to save...

Well, I found that I have the program on this computer.

I was happy. I thought I could maybe do it over again.

But...it froze...

And I didn't save...

So it's...gone again...

I didn't spend as long on it as last time...it's just...I lost it twice...

I should have saved before I went to the bathroom...then I could have just opened it again...

But...no...

*Sigh*

I still haven't even closed it...I just can't bring myself to do it again.

It was really hard...

Well...Ctrl+Alt+Del...end task...

Goodbye "Twilight Gravity." Goodbye...once again...