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If you don't want to read a rant-and-rave post, then you better just skip this whole journal entry, okay?

For once I thought I found the perfect guy. Okay...I have said that *way* too many times to count. But perhaps this might have been the time. I dunno. However, there is one small problem. He lives across the country. Yes, you know who you are (if you are even reading this). But that's not even part of the problem, no. The problem is that a whole bunch of girls like him too. But most of them, if I remember correctly, are hating him right about now. Kris, isn't this starting to sound like Jei? I want to find a guy at the new school I am going to, but I want to be with this one guy too. What the hell do I do?

ANd the reason in the title I put 'somewhat...pretty?' is because I suddenly discovered something *really* weird. Usually when my mom and I are driving somewhere, I roll down my window (damn California heat). And as we drive down the road, usually there are teenage guys on bikes/skateboards/rollerblades, or are walking. But the thing is, I *actually* turn heads. Freaky, no? Guys will totally stare at me. And I'm really not that pretty.

What the hell does all this mean?