I could say a thousand words.
But I will not.
<3
I just got off the phone.
It was to soon.
And I feel so empty.
Her mother called.
Because she wrote a note for me.
That she was sorry for everything she told me.
She never meant anything.
and I was right all along.
I thought I was doing the right thing.
I did not do enough.
I want to cry so badly.
She killed herself at At 2 am last night.
She bathed herself in tears and blood.
She was my best friend.
And I turned my back.
I let him hurt her.
I saved her and she did not want me so I let her go back.
I should have never let her out of my arms.
My best friend.
My echo.
I could not help it...
Her mom called me and said...
Sam i just wish you would have done more.
She did not write to her mom.
Not to her sister her father.
but to me.
And I will never got to write her back.
I should have known when she sent me that myspace messege.
We stopped talking all this year at school.
And as she passed by me and the hallway she looked at me.
She was always crying in the restroom.
I am a bad friend.
I'm sorry Vicky.
I am truly...I'm sorry I did not rip his head off and take you to your moms.
I am sorry and I know...I just know your reading this vicky.
I am sorry...
And I know you can see these tears.
And you know I cry for no one.
But I am for you.
<3
I am sorry.
-
sam.
