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After all we've been through together. Good times, bad times, arguments, laughter..growing up. I've watched you change. I've watched you slowly grow apart from me. I've watched you make
mistakes & bad decisions. You got mad
at me for worrying. Then you decided to
forget all the years we've shared together
as best friends..all for this new life of yours
that will one day, be full of regrets. I know
you're gonna get yourself into trouble. I can
see it coming. I know you're gonna need a shoulder
to cry on...when you can't find one you're gonna come
to me. & well..I just want to let you know, that after all
the s**t you've put me through, I'll always understand
why you did the things you did..you don't have to explain
yourself to me. & I'll always be there for you. Always
love you..& I'll be there when you need a shoulder to cry on





You can't do this. You can't put
one relationship on hold for another.
It's like call waiting... you leave one
person on hold long enough, and
they are gonna hang up.



That's cute. how you thought I would always
run back to you & be your rebound ;; but baby
I've got news for you ;; my world is still spinnin
round & you're not about to get in it's way..



its just like me to
Overanalyze your every word.
..thinking that maybe for a
second, it meant something




It`s not up to me anymore, if you want me in your
life, you'll find a way to put me there ..



Every once in a while this unbelieveable
sadness comes over my heart & breaks it all
over again. Not because of how things are..
but the way things could have been




& I don't want to believe anymore
˜cause quite frankly, I don't have any reasons to-
But I'm so afraid if I stop,
Everything will fall apart all over again