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I'm not afraid of heights;
I'm afraid of falling.
I'm not scared of the dark;
I'm scared of what's in it.
I'm not afraid to love;
I'm afraid of not being loved back.


I'm afraid of being alone forever,
dreams not being fulfilled,
having something tragic happen,
losing someone close to me,
or just losing the sense of being alive altogether.


I want somebody to sleep with the rest of my life,
and cuddle up during a movie, on a couch.
Stay up all night talking about nothing.
Get lost in the woods together.
Challenge me, challenge him.
Talk about dreams, make dreams.
Have fights, the kind that only really
matter as long as youre having them.
Someone I can wrestle with, you know,
play hard sometimes and not worry about
breaking a nail or an arm. A guy who will
bring me flowers once in a while,
maybe a rock too, or a shell of some sort.
Something he saw that made him think
"this might make my girl smile"
as he smiles to himself. A guy who wants me,
even needs me, just a little,
enough to hold onto me with everything hes got.



I want to be the girl he's scared to lose.
The one that he can't walk away from
knowing she's mad at him.
The one who can't fall asleep without her
voice being the last one he heard.
The one he wouldn't know what
to do without.




Her smile was fake.
Her laugh covered up tears.
It was all to much for her to take.
She always acted like nothing was wrong,
even when she hated being alone..



Waking up to find another day
The moon got lost again last night
But now the sun has finally had its say
I guess I feel alright
But it hurts when I think
When I let it sink in
It's all over me
I'm lying here in the dark
I'm watching you sleep, it hurts a lot
& all I know is
You've got to give me everything
Nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me


Can you be my Mr. Right?
You know, the one who
Holds me close & kisses me goodnight.
The one who knows when I'm upset,
And knows how to fix it.
Well I don't know, maybe I'm asking too much.
But can you be my Mr. Right?