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deng..
i havent visited this jOurnal fOr a lOng time, hehe..
hmm..
i had a whOle lOt tO say just nOw..
>mind gOes blank<

well i guess im gOing thrOugh what they call writer's blOck..
speaking Of which i never like tO write in the first place..
but yeah typing is sOmething else..
i remember back when i used tO gO tO schoOl in the philippines that
i wrOte sO much i began tO have calluses (sp?) On my middle finger..
it sucked gOing tO schOol there but i cant cOmplain..
i learned alOt Of cOol things back there..
if i cOmpared my kind Of attitude and lifestyle frOm befOre i went tO
the philippines tO when i came back frOm there..
i wOuldnt even recOgnize myself..
yup, thats hOw my hOme cOuntry my rOots brOught me up and
evOlved me intO a hard wOrking and mOre appreciative persOn fOr the
simplest things in life..
Oh yeah..
i alsO learned alOt Of bad things there..
sOme Or even mOst were kinda well lets just keep it at BAD!!!
im nOt prOud Of the bad things that i've dOne back then..
nOt at all..
i guess this is turning Out tO be a little flash frOm the past..
i have a feeling that yOu readers Out there might have a lOt Of time
reading abOut my pasts..
the gOod..
the bad..
the embarrassing..
the uplifting..
the depressing..
and whatever -ing else yOu can think Of, LOL..

idunnO i alsO used tO have a jOurnal Of my Own back then..
althOugh i havent actually wrOte much in it cuz i've tOld yOu..
i dOnt like writing..
but sOmetimes my thOught OverpOwer my laziness and encOurage me tO
write whatever is On my mind..
sOmetimes it just cOmes Out when i least expect it..
thats hOw i can get pretty randOm at time..
actually mOst Of the times I AM RANDOM!!! rofl
the mOre cOmfOrtable i am..the least cOmfOrtable the persOn im with
gets, HAHA..idunnO i guess..
the Only peOple that seem tO get me is, Of cOurse..MY FAMILY!!!
i thank GOD fOr them..
with them i can be me withOut having tO wOrry bOut being thOught Of differently..
cuz they knOw..
" hey thats jOel fOr yOu..never knOw what'll happen with him arOund "
and im sO glad that i have a place where i can be ME!!!

Oh snap!
this is getting a bit lOng..
lOnger than i expected..
crap im hecka bOred..
LOL..
this sucks..
well anyways i'll try and cOme by again and see where my mind takes me
the next time arOund..

thanks fOr drOpping by..


GOD BLESS!!!