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01. What did you do today: I met up with my younger brother to eat!
02. What time is your curfew: Nighttime is always my curfew!
03. What is your favorite season: Autumn
04. What color best represents you: Red
05. When it rains, how do you feel: Effortlessly gloomy
06. What music do you like: But there's no genre to choose from
07. What was your latest dream: Nothing
08. What's your favorite song to sing: Inside my breast (Okay, this was a bad translation, but it's difficult to find the right word. Chest? Heart? Something like that XD.gif)
09. What is the latest new song you've sung in karoke: Fate
10. Is there something you do regularly when you sleep: I snore.
11. Your preferred type of food: I eat everything. (Lit. I'm an omnivore.)
12. Dieting is hard, so what do you eat before you starve yourself: Carrots!
13. Is there something you want to eat right now: Nope
14. When you're by yourself, what do you do: Listen to music
15. What is your fondest memory of travelling: That the whole world was before me
16. When you are at a party, is there a particular song you sing: Carrot!
17. When are you bored: When I have nothing to do.
18. When do you have fun: When I'm with people I like.
19. Do you have a favorite personal motto: Family is the most important.
20. Do you have a journal: I'm writing in it.

Life

01. If you could be the hero of a movie, who would you be: From the Seduction of the Wolf- Jung Tae Sung
02. What would you do with 10,000 won you found on the street: Buy a CD.
03. If you were to die, who would be sad: My family and the members (of Super Junior)?
04. If you were to die, who would be happy: The people that hate me?
05. When you get up in the morning, do you fall back asleep: Absolutely not!
06. If you had a time machine, when to would you go back in time: Junior high school
07. If your soul were adrift, where would you go first: Heaven
08. If you had super powers, what would your power be: Heaven is my super power.
09. Do you believe in past lives: Yes
10. What do you think you were in your past life: A prince
11. If you won 100,000,000 won in the lottery, what would you do with it: Give it to my parents.
12. If you could get plastic surgery, what would you get done: Nose.
13. If you could have three wishes granted, what would you wish for: Happiness, Unification (of Korea probably), and free alcohol Medal of Distinguished Military Service (I guess something like the American Purple Heart) (Okay, I thought the free alcohol was weird too. Sorry ^^)
14. If the world were going to end tomorrow, what would you do today: Go down to Chonan

My Memories

01. Something happy: When we were number one
02. Something sad: When people I like are sad, I am sad too.
03. Memory of possible death: In elementary school, when I was underwater.
04. What was the last thing that made you cry: Secret~!
05. Up until now, are there any prizes you've won: Are there?
06. Up until know, did you think you were really think you were cool or hot: No.
07. What is the stupidest thing you've ever thought: There are way too many.
08. What does rain make you think about: My family
09. When was your first love: 2nd year of junior high school.
10. When was your first kiss: 2nd year of high school.
11. A movie that moved you: Good-bye My Friend
12. Last movie you saw: The Kindness of One's Teacher
13. What do you collect: Pictures, stamps, books, CDs, DVDs, and so many other things!
14. Who do you really want to see: My parents
15. Who is currently precious to you: My family, members, etc. etc.
16. Is there currently anything you want to collect: Only things that I was already collecting (Lit. things I already had, I want to continue with those.)
17. Your most prized possession: The diary I have used since the 1st year of junior high school.
18. Right now, my top priorities are: Music! Singing!
19. What do I need right now: To continue to grow mentally!
20. If Heaven were able to look down from above into your conscience, would you have a reason to be ashamed: I'm not saying anything~

My Dreaming

01. Is there something you would like to be good, even though you might not be very good at it now: Singing!
02. What has been your good fortune since you were born into this world: Becoming a member of Super Junior.
03. In this world, of those you love, who is the most important: My family.
04. Things you would never do to the people you love: Disappoint them or betray them
05. In 10 years, what will I be doing: I will be a singer
06. What is your wish for this year: SuJu's happiness
07. What country would you like to go to: Canada

Credits: jazzler@sjfullhouse + H.O.T.&DBSK
Source: Yehsung's cyworld

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Hamim Sultana: YES!
Hamim Sultana: YUS!
Hamim Sultana: FINALLY!
Hamim Sultana: YOU COME ON!
Natalie ...: aloha!
Hamim Sultana: YUS!
Hamim Sultana: AND GUESS WHAT?
Natalie ...: sorry i've been working on the online chat thinggy all day
Natalie ...: and im not done yet lol
Natalie ...: what?
Hamim Sultana: YESUNG FINALLY PROPOSED TO ME! he was shy all this time.
Natalie ...: XDDDDD
Hamim Sultana: i alreayd have the ring, i just didn't know who gave it to me
Hamim Sultana: and finally i found out today
Natalie ...: congrats
Natalie ...: lol
Hamim Sultana: thank u!
Hamim Sultana: u dont know who he is eh? xD
Natalie ...: XD no
Natalie ...: the name sounds familiar thoug
Natalie ...: though*
Natalie ...: im guessing he's from super junior
Hamim Sultana: because i mentioned him a coupel times before
Hamim Sultana: is he now? =O
Natalie ...: idk
Natalie ...: lol
Hamim Sultana: look up his pictures and see if he looks familiar. (if u have the itme that is)
Natalie ...: k i'll do that later
Hamim Sultana: he has such cute chubby cheeks. hehehe
Hamim Sultana: U PROMISE???
Natalie ...: promise
Natalie ...: hehe
Hamim Sultana: u better
Hamim Sultana: i download this video, and they sing live at a radio, and htey barely show max. and he gets only one solo while the rest gets like8964506748976839 of them
Natalie ...: k i saw him
Hamim Sultana: i got mad and i turned it off
Natalie ...: and yesh he's from SuJu
Natalie ...:
Hamim Sultana: hehehe how'd u know? xD
Natalie ...: i looked him up
Natalie ...: lol
Hamim Sultana: pics of him there with the others
Hamim Sultana: what did u think of him?
Natalie ...: he has a cute baby face
Natalie ...: ^.^
Natalie ...: i wanna pinch his cheecks!
Hamim Sultana: i know right!
Hamim Sultana: u want to? okies! he's right here!
Natalie ...: haha
Hamim Sultana: yesung: heh???
Natalie ...: ~pinches cheecks~ soooooooooo adorable!!!! ^.^
Hamim Sultana: Yesung: *blushes* yaaay!
Hamim Sultana: oh oh oh! u know maxc's 100 questions thing?
Hamim Sultana: they sorta had a similar one for his
Hamim Sultana: and they asked if he believes in past life. and he said yeah. and then they asked him what do they think he was
Hamim Sultana: and guess what he said?
Natalie ...: what?
Natalie ...: muslim?
Natalie ...: jewish?
Natalie ...: catholic?
Natalie ...: christian
Natalie ...: ?
Natalie ...: um... hindu
Hamim Sultana: no no no. not relgion
Natalie ...: XD idk
Hamim Sultana: like what does he thik he was?
Natalie ...: oooooh lol
Natalie ...: idk then
Hamim Sultana: firemean, teacher
Hamim Sultana: hahaha, he said prince xD
Natalie ...: yesh
Natalie ...: yesh he was
Natalie ...: and is
Natalie ...: ^.^
Hamim Sultana: hehehe. lol. he was like Prince!
Natalie ...: hahahaha XD
Hamim Sultana: and he says fmaily is improitant too!
Hamim Sultana: awww!
Natalie ...: awwww!!!!!
Natalie ...: ^.^
Hamim Sultana: and and and i should shut up xD
Natalie ...: XD
Hamim Sultana: oh! and there's this pic of him lol...wanna see it?
Hamim Sultana: u will? good!
Natalie ...: lalala
Natalie ...: where is it chicken?
Natalie ...: WHERE?!
Natalie ...: WHERE I ASK U!
Natalie ...: WHERE?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Natalie ...: XD
Hamim Sultana: I SHALL SHOW U!
Hamim Sultana: i was too busy watching max in the Triangle MV
Hamim Sultana: and he looks hott
Hamim Sultana: as usual
Hamim Sultana: see?
Natalie ...: lol
Hamim Sultana: i wanna hug yesung first and then the teddy bear
Natalie ...: awww the teddy bear
Natalie ...: hehe
Hamim Sultana: or both of them at the same time
Hamim Sultana: the alephant like yesung
Natalie ...: he reminds me of a teddy too XD
Natalie ...: lol
Hamim Sultana: i was gonna say that. lol. and he's chubby
Hamim Sultana: his cheeks
Hamim Sultana: hehehe. and in the pic with the bear, he's like...idk...i love his expression!
Hamim Sultana: DO YOU LOVE HIM TOO?????? YOU BETTER!
Hamim Sultana: he's cuter than the kitty xD
Natalie ...: AWWWWWWW
Natalie ...: THE KITTY!
Natalie ...: ^.^
Natalie ...: his eyes are the same
Natalie ...: O.O
Hamim Sultana: i thought u meant yesung awww
Natalie ...: look at the kitty's eyes and then at his
Natalie ...: and they're the same!
Natalie ...: cute!
Natalie ...: ^.^
Hamim Sultana: yup. because he's my kitty!
Natalie ...: awwww
Natalie ...: hehe
Hamim Sultana: i can't have pets since im asthmetic
Hamim Sultana: so he's my kitty instead. he said so himself
Natalie ...: lol
Natalie ...: yaaaaaaay
Natalie ...: hehe
Hamim Sultana: heheh
BUZZ!!!
Hamim Sultana: SORRY!
Hamim Sultana: i did that by accident xD
Hamim Sultana: i was looking for more pics
Natalie ...: lol
Natalie ...: it's ok
Hamim Sultana: but then it thought nvm, she's busy
Hamim Sultana: aand then i closed it and click the box thingy to write
Hamim Sultana: but instead i lcicked that xD
Hamim Sultana: so ISN'T HE ADORALE???/
Natalie ...: yesh yesh verry
Natalie ...: hehe
Hamim Sultana: jheheheh awww!
Hamim Sultana: *dies*
Hamim Sultana: and it's funny how when he tries to do high notes or whatever,s ometime shis voice cracks xD
Hamim Sultana: he has his own radio show, and kyuhyunnie is there wiht him, and he sings. and yesung tries to sing as well but his voice cracks. and he's like, "oh...ok..."
Natalie ...: hahaha
Natalie ...: awww cute!
Natalie ...: ^.^
Natalie ...: ~huggles him~
Natalie ...: hehe
Hamim Sultana: hehehe it was so adorable! and he does this heart thingy!
Hamim Sultana: max should be there and show him how to do high notes xD
Hamim Sultana: who do u think looks cuter?
Natalie ...: sorry if i don't answer right away
Natalie ...: im working on the online chat thinggy
Hamim Sultana: no no no it's ok
Hamim Sultana: hehehe
Hamim Sultana: i understand
Hamim Sultana: im just glad ur still chatting and looking at the pics xD
Hamim Sultana: u do know who the dud eis at the right of the last pic right?
Natalie ...: errrrr obviously it's jaejong
Natalie ...: lol
Hamim Sultana: hehe yup
Natalie ...: jaejoong*
Hamim Sultana: who do u htink looks better?
Hamim Sultana: give me ur honest opinion hehehe
Hamim Sultana: and who's THAT? =O i never saw him before
Natalie ...: i think they both do actually. lol. hero has this kinda sexybad boy look but yesung as this like adorable baby like look and it makes him sooooo adorable
Hamim Sultana: i find yesung cuter there. xD do u wanna see yesung's "sexybad boy look"
Hamim Sultana: odd...hero doesn't look like that in that pic
Hamim Sultana: more like a homeless guy. NO OFFENCE! i mean the expression he has xD
Natalie ...: hahahahaha XDDDDDDDDD
Hamim Sultana: but he looks...err...cute. but yeah xD
Hamim Sultana: what? WHAT? what did i do?
Natalie ...: it's sad XD cause it's true
Hamim Sultana: where did i go wrong???
Hamim Sultana: oh xD hahaha
Natalie ...: he looks like he's all sad and begging for money or food
Natalie ...: so it makes him kinda homeless looking
Natalie ...: XD
Natalie ...: hahahaha
Hamim Sultana: haha yeah. i didnt want to go in details...
Hamim Sultana: hahahaha lol
Hamim Sultana: yaaay! so u agree/
Hamim Sultana: then why'd u say: sexybad boy look
Natalie ...: cause most of the time he has that kind of appeal to him lol
Hamim Sultana: are u tryign to say my yesung doesn't have the:sexybad boy look ???
Natalie ...: XD
Hamim Sultana: so? lol
Hamim Sultana: hahahaha
Hamim Sultana: but idk who the last dude is!
Hamim Sultana: eww, hero's head is there xD
Hamim Sultana: how's THAT?
Natalie ...: honestly? i think he looks better in his cute adorable baby face
Natalie ...: XD
Hamim Sultana: true. but i like him that way too
Hamim Sultana: hehehe. i was like =O he looks different!
Hamim Sultana: so he looks horrible that way? well hey, YOU asked for it!!! >_<
Natalie ...: um... no i didn't
Natalie ...: XD
Hamim Sultana: laaaaaaa! SHUT UP!
Hamim Sultana: chicka
Natalie ...: KAWAII!!!!!
Natalie ...: ^.^
Hamim Sultana: hehe he has a lot of pics liek that xD
Natalie ...: i love it when they do the blow face XD
Hamim Sultana: me too!
Hamim Sultana: he looks adorable hehe. although his hair int he front is a bit weird. xD but not his fault
Natalie ...: brb
Hamim Sultana: okies
Natalie ...: k back
Hamim Sultana: okiwa
Natalie ...: im done with the write up for the online chat thinggy #5
Natalie ...: now i need to work on the video #6
Hamim Sultana: how many are u gonna make?
Natalie ...: this is gonna be the last one!
Natalie ...: ^.^
Hamim Sultana: and should i make one with DBSK and SuJu?
Natalie ...: XD
Natalie ...: if u want
Natalie ...: lol
Hamim Sultana: yay! and then finally u will stop being busy...a little
Hamim Sultana: and and and there will be anime characters
Hamim Sultana: and the two ayumis
Natalie ...: im still gonna be busy XD
Natalie ...: i need to work on the trailers
Hamim Sultana: with fanfica <_<
Natalie ...: and other fanfics
Hamim Sultana: yeah i knew
Hamim Sultana: but at leats no more chats
Hamim Sultana: MWAHHAHAHA!
Natalie ...: true
Natalie ...: but afterwards i want to make amvs
Natalie ...: but i need more vids
Hamim Sultana: im gonan give low ratings to all ur chats to discourage u form amking anymore!
Hamim Sultana: MWAHAHAHAH!
Natalie ...: XD
Natalie ...: im not making any more chats
Hamim Sultana: AMVs of anime and stuff?
Natalie ...: i mean i like it and all
Hamim Sultana: im still gonna give low ratings so u never dream of making anymore
Natalie ...: but it takes up too much of my time
Natalie ...: i can be working on my fanfics instead of the chats
Natalie ...: oh shut up party pooper
Hamim Sultana: u dont know ayumi lee do u?
Hamim Sultana: i dont htink u do
Natalie ...: no
Hamim Sultana: lookie! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=33wV7W44c3o
Hamim Sultana: around 3:30 she looks petrified/paralyzed
Natalie ...: wait
Hamim Sultana: okies
Natalie ...: XD hahahaha
Natalie ...: she does look paralyzed
Natalie ...: XD
Hamim Sultana: lol
Natalie ...: the song was good though
Hamim Sultana: she's O_O
Hamim Sultana: yeah
Hamim Sultana: it's rpetty
Hamim Sultana: and the one i told u about, yah that's jer
Hamim Sultana: she looks a tiny bit like ayumi hamasaki right?
Hamim Sultana: hamasaki's like...the older version of her xD
Natalie ...: hahaha yeah
Natalie ...: lol
Natalie ...: i like hamasaki-san more though
Natalie ...: she's awesome
Natalie ...: her voice is amazing
Natalie ...: and her songs are beautiful! ^.^
Hamim Sultana: so do i. jejeje
Hamim Sultana: and hamasaki isn't so freakishly skinny xD
Hamim Sultana: but ayumi lee reminds me of my aunt a little...no no no, i think my cousin. she's an actress. and she also dances a bit
Natalie ...: hahaha yeah XD
Natalie ...: omg O.O XD my write up for my online chat 5 is very long
Natalie ...: XDDDDD
Hamim Sultana: i wanna show a pic of my cousin who acts. i'll try to scan it sometime. but her older and younger sis is prettier. xD
Natalie ...: lol
Natalie ...: ok
Natalie ...: llalalala
Natalie ...: im gonna work on the next chat now
Hamim Sultana: okies
Hamim Sultana: better finish quick
Hamim Sultana: so i cna tlak more
Natalie ...: lol
Natalie ...: k
Natalie ...: actually i forgot something
Natalie ...: im making a special for the next chat so i need to work on THAT first
Hamim Sultana: NOOOOOOOOO!
Hamim Sultana: i will get EVERYONE to vote low!
Natalie ...: XD
Natalie ...: it won't take long
Natalie ...: im just going to count ppl comments
Hamim Sultana: ......
Hamim Sultana: whatever
Natalie ...: lol
Natalie ...: im making a thank u note for the top 3 or maybe 5 most commenting fans
Hamim Sultana: yeah yeah yeah
Hamim Sultana: moko-chan wrote:Since when does the first post the post that talks about the topic? D: *feels gypped* I usually win these games, but that's because it's reply or because the first post isn't literally the first post. But whatever. I don't even aim for winning. Just as long as I take the joy from someone else... >=D *kidding*
Hamim Sultana: and then i wrote: =O so you really wanted to win eh? No worries my pal! You can share the joy. (if that's possible. xD)
Hamim Sultana: moko-chan: I only wanted to win if I took the joy away from you Hamim. </3 =P
Hamim Sultana: me: You really are an evil chicken. <_<
Hamim Sultana: him: Stuck at work? D: I only work weekends, but I know how you feel. ;_;

And Hamim, you know you wanted to laugh at the comment~ <3

Hamim and Moko-chan = Special Peoples~
Natalie ...: XD
Hamim Sultana: u read it all? xD
Hamim Sultana: i was trying to be nice, and he said he wanted to win to take away my joy
Natalie ...: tell him "weirdo... >_>"
Hamim Sultana: i said maybe i did laugh xD
Hamim Sultana: and another girl called us two weird
Hamim Sultana: or at least it hink she meant us two...since we're the only weird one sint here
Natalie ...: hahaha
Natalie ...: ok
Natalie ...: lol
Hamim Sultana: ppl must be like "O.o this two are odd..." whenever they rea dour posts
Natalie ...: lol maybe
Natalie ...: u two do go wild
Natalie ...: a lot
Natalie ...:
Hamim Sultana: we do? wild? xD if u think that's wild....*sigh* ppl these days dont knw what wild is hehehe
Natalie ...: FINALLY!
Hamim Sultana: wild compared to the others i guess
Natalie ...: i barely finished chat 1 comments
Hamim Sultana: YEAH FINALLY UR DONE@
Natalie ...: no not done
Natalie ...: XD
Natalie ...: just with chat 1
Natalie ...: i have 4 more to go
Hamim Sultana: yeah yeah yeah wtaever
Hamim Sultana: *goes away*
Hamim Sultana: btw, ur not invited to my wedding with max
Natalie ...: no worries ur not invited with my wedding with him either
Natalie ...:
Hamim Sultana: u mean with maxella?
Hamim Sultana: sorry i took her as well
Natalie ...: XDDDDDDDDD
Natalie ...: max
Natalie ...: not maxella
Hamim Sultana: no no no i thinku mean maxella
Hamim Sultana: because...max is sititng right next to me, and he's like, "o.O wedding with HER?"
Natalie ...: oh shut up chicken
Natalie ...:
Natalie ...: k 2 done 3 to go
Hamim Sultana: i dont care
Natalie ...: ok fine
Natalie ...: then i'll leave
Natalie ...:
Hamim Sultana: lalalal. okies. byyyye!
Natalie ...:
Hamim Sultana: u left so u can peacefully work on it? =O fine!
Natalie ...: k done i think
Hamim Sultana: YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!
Hamim Sultana: oh! oh! oh!
Hamim Sultana: and i found one of the cutest things EVERRRRR!
Hamim Sultana: well to me it is...xD
Hamim Sultana: i'll give u the link when ur not busy
Natalie ...: the cutest thing? hehe
Natalie ...: what is it?
Hamim Sultana: this wasn't what i wanted to show. but it's another cutest thing everrrr! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bag7c0N-tAo
Natalie ...: XD
Hamim Sultana: it's short done worry
Hamim Sultana: 1 minute and 14 seconds
Natalie ...: OMG! WHAT A CUTE CAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Natalie ...: T.T i want that kitty
Natalie ...: XD
Hamim Sultana: hahaha that's heechul's kitty. i wanan be his kitty...xD
Natalie ...: look at the fuuuuurrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
Hamim Sultana: that cat is sooo lucky!
Natalie ...: it's so shinny!
Natalie ...: and and and and grey!
Natalie ...: and and and and PRETTY!
Natalie ...: ^.^
Natalie ...: what an adorable kitty!
Natalie ...: and lucky too >_>
Natalie ...: I WANT IT!
Natalie ...: XD
Hamim Sultana: and heechul probably gave yesung a scratch xD
Hamim Sultana: poor yesung!
Hamim Sultana: yesung: will you kiss that spot for me then? i know it'll make it better
Natalie ...: lol
Hamim Sultana: me: okies! *kisses it*
Hamim Sultana: heechul: i should have never done that >_<
Hamim Sultana: oh and i watched up to episode 9 for full house
Hamim Sultana: i couldnt find english subs for the rest
Natalie ...: i can't find 10
Natalie ...: yeah i know
Hamim Sultana: i wanna be the kitty
Natalie ...: that's y i stopped yesterday
Hamim Sultana: i found 10, but not subbe
Hamim Sultana: dthere's 14 episodes
Natalie ...: yeah
Hamim Sultana: im surprised heebum is so well behaed...unlike the owner xD
Natalie ...: omg XD i was about to freak out
Natalie ...: because i couldn't find
Natalie ...: my online chat pics folder
Natalie ...: but i found it
Natalie ...: haha
Hamim Sultana: haha
Hamim Sultana: i would laugh xD
Hamim Sultana: i kid i kid
Hamim Sultana: or do i?
Natalie ...: lol
Hamim Sultana: this is the next thing: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zkmvTzzCZ7E
Natalie ...: hahahaha
Natalie ...: omg
Natalie ...: hahaha
Natalie ...: XD
Natalie ...: heechul is hillarious
Natalie ...: XDDDD
Hamim Sultana: hsahahaha i know right?
Hamim Sultana: ha! and and and Yesung is like just standing there lost
Hamim Sultana: he doesn't know the moves or the lyrics apparently
Hamim Sultana: and he's trying to copy and keep up with heehcul xD
Natalie ...: XD
Hamim Sultana: do u have time to watch another one similar to that?
Hamim Sultana: int his one heechul doesn't know the moves so he uses the moves form DBSK's O song hahaha
Hamim Sultana: and in the beginning heechul pushes away yesung's bottom xD
Natalie ...: XD
Natalie ...: i'll watch it in a sec
Hamim Sultana: ok
Hamim Sultana: the link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kNyg494JDNQ
Natalie ...: i want to cry
Natalie ...: my sis just came into my room to tell me that
Natalie ...: my mom wants to get rid of the internet
Hamim Sultana: uh huh
Hamim Sultana: =OP
Hamim Sultana: *puts down ice crema cone*
Hamim Sultana: WHAT????
Hamim Sultana: WHY?
Hamim Sultana: BECAUSE UR ALWAYS On???
Natalie ...: yeah
Natalie ...: she just doesn't understand!
Hamim Sultana: ...is she serious?
Natalie ...: idk
Natalie ...: but im scared she might just do it
Hamim Sultana: she probably wont
Hamim Sultana: my parents does that too
Natalie ...: she already took down the cable for the t.v
Natalie ...: she might just unplugged our internet too
Hamim Sultana:
Natalie ...: if she gets rid of the internet
Natalie ...: i swear
Natalie ...: im gonna kill myself
Hamim Sultana: No!
Hamim Sultana: what's wrong with u???
Hamim Sultana: dont do that just because htere's not intermet!
Hamim Sultana:
Natalie ...: if there's no internet
Hamim Sultana: i'll call u!
Natalie ...: i won't be able to talk to u
Hamim Sultana: we can still call each other!
Hamim Sultana: anmd talk at least once a week
Natalie ...: u live in new york that's gonna cost a lot
Hamim Sultana: it's ok with me...ur parents?
Natalie ...: i doubt it
Natalie ...: it's not fair!
Natalie ...: they can't do this!
Natalie ...: the internet is like my life!
Hamim Sultana: >_< yell at them if they do!
Natalie ...: it's my only escape from this hellhole
Natalie ...: if they take it away
Natalie ...: i swear this place it going to send me straight to my grave
Natalie ...: THEN i'll be depressed
Natalie ...: THEN i'll be stressed
Natalie ...: and i'll rub it in their faces!
Hamim Sultana:
Natalie ...: i'll tell them "ARE YOU HAPPY NOW?! UR KILING ME!"
Hamim Sultana: KICK THEM IN THEIR FACES IN STEAD!
Hamim Sultana: and and and hurt them!
Hamim Sultana: im serious! i would go nuts!
Hamim Sultana: I;d destroy the house
Natalie ...: what about my fanfics?
Natalie ...: what about all my writng
Natalie ...: max
Natalie ...: anime
Natalie ...: everything
Natalie ...: they're taking it all away from me
Natalie ...: god
Natalie ...: don't they realize this!
Natalie ...: don't they realize they'll be destroying who i am
Hamim Sultana: why is max 3rd? xD
Hamim Sultana: maybe they'll give it back after they say nothing is getting better>
Natalie ...: no
Natalie ...: they
Natalie ...: they'll probably be dancing
Natalie ...: and saying "we save money not paying for the internet anymore! whoopie doo!"
Natalie ...: i can't believe they would do this to me
Natalie ...: especially when i don't only use the interent for fun
Natalie ...: i need it for school too!
Hamim Sultana: cant ur sister explain anyhting to them?
Natalie ...: she doesn't care
Natalie ...: she came in to rub it in my face
Natalie ...: or at least it seemed like it
Natalie ...: ~sigh~
Natalie ...: i hate them
Natalie ...: i hate this
Natalie ...: i hate my life!
Natalie ...: seriously!
Natalie ...: i wish i was born into a different family
Hamim Sultana:
Natalie ...: i can't handle this hellhole
Natalie ...: i can't handle their bullshit
Natalie ...: and all i ever do
Natalie ...: is to impress them
Natalie ...: for them to be happy that i try
Natalie ...: that i do my best
Natalie ...: for people to see my accomplishments
Natalie ...: and automatically think "wow, her parents raised her well"
Natalie ...: i do all of this to make THEM look good
Natalie ...: so others will think i have a great family
Natalie ...: so no one sees our flaws
Natalie ...: or our mistakes
Natalie ...: or the drama
Natalie ...: but no!
Natalie ...: they just don't appreciate it!
Natalie ...: im trying to make their lives easier
Natalie ...: and they don't freaking care!
Hamim Sultana: *sigh*
Natalie ...: im the good kid in this family and do u know who gets all the attention?
Hamim Sultana: i know how u feel...
Natalie ...: my little brother
Natalie ...: the annoying trouble maker
Natalie ...: he's always getting into trouble
Natalie ...: and he makes my parents look bad
Natalie ...: and HE'S the one getting all the attention
Natalie ...: and im just being neglected
Natalie ...: while he's off causing troulbe
Natalie ...: im quietly in my room
Natalie ...: not making a noise
Natalie ...: not causing ANY trouble
Natalie ...: and he's the one gets the pat in the back
Hamim Sultana:
Hamim Sultana: im sorry...
Natalie ...: i just don't see why they don't care or notice
Natalie ...: ~sigh~
Natalie ...: if they take the internet away
Natalie ...: im going to stay in my room
Natalie ...: and do nothing
Natalie ...: absolutely nothing
Hamim Sultana: :9
Natalie ...: and when they notice this
Hamim Sultana: *
Natalie ...: they'll see im miserable
Natalie ...: and if they want me to see a phsychiatrist
Natalie ...: i will
Natalie ...: and i'll tell them
Natalie ...: they're horrible parents
Natalie ...: they neglect me
Natalie ...: they don't care
Natalie ...: and they took my life away
Natalie ...: they kept me away from my friends
Natalie ...: my hobbies
Natalie ...: my passion
Natalie ...: everything
Natalie ...: and im all alone
Hamim Sultana:
Hamim Sultana: u should tell ur pysholortofigst or whatever all this. really
Hamim Sultana: maaybe they'll be able to help
Natalie ...: they'll think im crazy probably
Natalie ...: or they'll just say "yup, ur depressed. take these pills"
Hamim Sultana: no they wont!
Natalie ...: doctors these days don't give a damn
Hamim Sultana: that's actually true
Natalie ...: maybe when i grow up i'll become a doctor
Natalie ...: so that i can make a difference
Natalie ...: im not going to let doctors like that take over
Natalie ...: if they do, ppl will be falling dead all the time
Natalie ...: this place needs real doctors
Natalie ...: those who care and do their job properly
Hamim Sultana: yeah!


Show Recent Messages (F3)

Hamim Sultana: sry my comp is weird
Natalie ...: it's ok
Hamim Sultana: *sigh* today is such a depressing day
Natalie ...: grrr i really hate myself right now. i just realized all the things i said were too dramatic
Natalie ...: gosh i hate it when i do that
Natalie ...: i hate being all dramatic
Natalie ...: i get enough drama every day
Hamim Sultana: everyone probably has a dramatic side
Hamim Sultana: nothings wrong with that
Natalie ...: i don't need it from myself too
Hamim Sultana: u just had to let it all out
Natalie ...: ~sigh~ yeah i know but i still hate it when im all dramatic
Natalie ...: there's too much drama in my life
Natalie ...: and i don't want any more
Hamim Sultana:
Natalie ...: i just truly hope she doesn't take it off
Natalie ...: if there's a god out there, then he'd understand how much this means to me
Hamim Sultana: i dont think she will...i mena u really od need it for school
Natalie ...: yeah
Hamim Sultana: dont listen to ur sis <_<
Hamim Sultana: im ur sis
Natalie ...: lol
Natalie ...: yesh yesh u are
Natalie ...: ^.^
Natalie ...: we were seperated from birth
Natalie ...: and they lied to me and said im 15
Natalie ...: im actually 14
Natalie ...: and i should be living with u
Natalie ...: yup yup
Natalie ...: and and and and and this ppl here aren't my family
Natalie ...: they lied to me too
Natalie ...: im adopted
Natalie ...: yup
Hamim Sultana: liek that dream!
Hamim Sultana: well sorta liek my dream
Hamim Sultana: remember?
Natalie ...: kinda lol
Hamim Sultana: something that may make u smile: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TY6leHnfa74
Natalie ...: hahaha XD omg the faces on the bags
Natalie ...: at first i was like "how can they see with those bags?!! O.o?"
Natalie ...: and and and and then i saw the holes for the eyes
Natalie ...: and i was like "..oh..." XD
Hamim Sultana: hahaha. and and and eww...yesung's bag was...xD
Hamim Sultana: OH SIS!
Hamim Sultana: u there?
Hamim Sultana: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=StMN44ryTfI watch that
Hamim Sultana: and dont read my comment until ur odne! xD
Natalie ...: back
Natalie ...: i was watching the vid
Natalie ...: where heechul is dancing
Hamim Sultana: to im coming?
Natalie ...: yeah
Natalie ...: XD hahaha i was blushing the whole time
Natalie ...: and and and i swear
Natalie ...: i almost got a nose bleed XD
Hamim Sultana: xD u too? OMG!
Hamim Sultana: ahaha
Hamim Sultana: noseblled? nah id idnt...never happens to me...dunno why...man i fele left out
Hamim Sultana: but it's ok
Hamim Sultana: since i have low blood pressure
Hamim Sultana: i dont need to loose anymore blood
Hamim Sultana: so you DO like him ehhh?
Natalie ...: hahaha
Natalie ...: XDDDDD
Natalie ...: and when yesung does that with him
Natalie ...: .....i fainted.... XD
Hamim Sultana: does what?
Hamim Sultana: oh!
Hamim Sultana: yeah!
Hamim Sultana: omg...xD i was like nooooooooooooo ! STOP! and i paused it and went around ht ehouse for a walk xD
Natalie ...: XD
Natalie ...: hahahaha
Hamim Sultana: no seriously...and if anyone else i like hopped in...i would die
Hamim Sultana: take siwon for example
Hamim Sultana: or kibum
Hamim Sultana: better yet...
Hamim Sultana: MAX!
Natalie ...: XD
Natalie ...: max if he were to do that
Natalie ...: i would die
Natalie ...: like a million times
Natalie ...: haha
Hamim Sultana: u know the hip thrusts max does in rising sun?
Hamim Sultana: dude...i kept replaying it today. AND NO IM NOT WEIRD!
Hamim Sultana: xD
Natalie ...: XDDDD
Hamim Sultana: and and and i forced myself to watch the rest (but i still had a tiny unfocused view of max) doing the same thing, and none of them were as good as max! =O
Hamim Sultana: seriosuly, the whole group looks better with max leading the dance!
Hamim Sultana: they should let him be in the front more
Hamim Sultana: did u ever notice?
Natalie ...: some time in the song
Natalie ...: he's up lead
Natalie ...: and and and it looks hot
Natalie ...: ~drools~
Hamim Sultana: it sure does!
Hamim Sultana: so u agree?
Natalie ...: duh!
Natalie ...: lol
Natalie ...: hey i gotta go
Hamim Sultana: NOOOOOOO!
Hamim Sultana: NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
Hamim Sultana:
Hamim Sultana: will u be back?
Hamim Sultana: HUh huh huh?
Natalie ...: they're watching a movie in the living room (i already saw it though) but maybe if i go join them, it'll convince my mom to let me keep the internet
Natalie ...: at least a bit
Hamim Sultana: will u be back soon?
Hamim Sultana: plz!
Hamim Sultana: tmax is 30 minutes!
Natalie ...: i'll come back after the movie is over in like an hour and a half or so
Hamim Sultana: hehe...max
Hamim Sultana: *blush*
Natalie ...: XD
Hamim Sultana: nooo! 30 minutes!
Natalie ...: ~glomps him~
Natalie ...: i can't in 30 minutes
Hamim Sultana: go watch the movie with him if u like...
Hamim Sultana: no i said
Hamim Sultana: come back in 30 minutes
Natalie ...: haha wooo watch and a movie
Natalie ...: hehe
Hamim Sultana: but but but im still his bodyguard
Hamim Sultana: andf the lips are attached to the body
Hamim Sultana: so dont get any naughty ideas
Hamim Sultana: so come back soon!
Hamim Sultana: and im gonna spam u with links!
Natalie ...: XD
Natalie ...: i will k
Natalie ...: talk laterzzz
Hamim Sultana: BE BACK IN 3O MINUTES!
Hamim Sultana: OR I'LL BRING MAX BACK!