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I cried as I lay in my bed thinking of him. Im confuzed and don't know what to do any more. Wondering if I should still be here. And why do I feel this way about him. I keep saying his name in my mind "Cody" Is he playing with my emotions. Why does he keep kissing me. If I can just get in his head.
My head is turned slightly towards my door and I hear some one knocking.
"Who is it"I screamed trying to hold back my tears
Then no one answers. Then I hear a knock again"What the hell do you want"
I open the door to find Cody right in front of me. We stair for a moment. Then I let him in.
He stairs at my wet pillow"So I see you've been crying again"As cody says I walk to the bathroom to clean my face.
"No I spilled water on my bed"I said trying not to cry again. But he didn't believe me.
He sits on my bed waiting for me. Then as I sit down next to him he trys to kiss me. And of course I give in and kisses him back.
Then as we start to fall I push him away. " Why do you keep doing this" I say as tears run down my face.
"What do you mean."
"Why do you keep kissing me if you don't like me" With more tears streaming off my eyes. I get up and leave.
Cody follows behind me as I walk out of my house. He turns me around and hugs me"Because I do. And I only said I didn't because I don't want to hurt you again."He said as he starts to cry. Then we look at eachother and kiss all the way back to my house.
We make our way to my room and we start to Kiss more violently. Then we start to take off our cloths. But right before anything can happen. I hear gun shots. Then im coverd in blood. But realize that its not mine.
Cody was shot and he was dieing fast. I rush to the phone and call 911 but its to late. By the time I got to the phone he was dead. I spent the night crying and holding him. Then the cops finaly got there and found us both dead.
They never did find out who realy shot Cody. They had figured that I had done it. So they just didnt bother with it. But it doesnt matter. Were happy now that were together.