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He lays on his bed. Bloody wrist and a messed up mind. What with his bestfriend gone he dosen't know how he can live anymore. He thinks of the way that you went. And starts to wonder if it actualy hurts. His one love dosen't live him any more and he realy has barly anything to live for.
But the thought of it all just makes him so sick he wants to kill himself just thinking about it all.
But why cant he be happy.....He still has friends that love him. And his family is still there. And im sure he can find love some where els. I mean for once in his life he should stop hideing the tears and just let it all out all at once. Just sitting there crying for 2 hours. Then when its all over he should feel better. Or at least it should. It would still hurt for a while but thats normal. I mean you lose a friend you gain..well actualy you gain nothing. Wait im wrong..You gain a life of saddness and depression....And you just want it all to end.......But it doesn't. Because you know that if it does end then you would hurt your friends and family. And so he just sits there waiting for him to get happy. But he knows that it will never happen if he just sits there. Nothing will change...and everything is still going to be ok. As long and you have faith in yourself. Its time like this that you just stop and think about life. How can we all figure out what is right and wrong. You can never tell. At this very moment there are things happening that will never change and can never be changed. And you have to think about it all. But not all at once you can. you have to solve it one mystery at a time.

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