i'm writing this journal entry for particularly one person, and you know who you are.i will keep it nice and short.
i'm feeling quite a lot of things. i'm happy because i am still bffs with you-know-who-you-are. i'm uncertain because maybe i'm being a little pretentious in thinking that i am still her bff, because maybe she thinks we're not. i'm mad because of how some of my friends of my "group" treated my bff recently. i'm outraged that i did not go to the diner last week or so to comfort my bff. i'm totally perplexed as to why my bff was left out. i'm afraid that i might say something wrong and then hurt my bff's feelings. i'm struggling to say what i want to say, but i can't put them to words. i'm scared and regretful that i might not have been as good of a bff as i should've been. don't bffs have like a sixth sense of when their bff is down? it seems like i do not have that sixth sense.
*sigh*. logging off for now.
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