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I've been a good sport. People have told me this. This is a one time rant about a certain former would be roommate who won't see this anyway, cause in a fit of immaturity, she apparently removed me from her friendlist.

Ok. I'm tired of this middle-school level immaturity from people that are supposed to be in college. Anyone can be immature and delete people from their friendlist, it takes a bigger person to rise above the problems you're having with friends.

And you know what? I've tried being nice. I've tried being civil. I explained my way of seeing it civilly and calmly. I was told "If you can't say anything nice, don't say anything at all. And besides, I have other friends and I can make other friends." This, meanwhile, after I was told to be open and honest...

I smiled at said person and tried to be nice, though after being stabbed in the back, I was in no way going to seek her out to try and fix our friendship. You can't fix something when the other person is unwilling to try. You can't be friends with a person when you get upset because they don't tell you they're going to the movies and then turn around and not tell them you aren't going to be their roommate, thus breaking the promise that you had made not just to that person, but to two other people as well. Sorry if that doesn't make any sense...

I'm just... I really don't like people who lie and backstab, and then act like you're the bad one. it gets really old really fast.

And how mature is it "Well, I'm mad at you, so I'm taking you off my friendlist!" If you really thought you could still be friends with the person, you'd leave them there, especially when the person is still willing to at least be sort of friends.

But you know what? It's not worth it. I've worked myself up every time she's done something to me, first when I got Erin's name as a roommate (And she's flippin' awesome!), then when I got the message saying "Well, I don't care if you like me or not, I have other friends," then, when something that is slightly hurtful (ie, "You're one of the only true friends I have left" wink is said to someone else when I've been perfectly fine with her, then the whole deleting of friends. You know what? I've reached my limit. A girl can only take so much, and this is it.

So, Nikki Moore, I'm sorry you don't think that we can be friends anymore. I had thought you would be one of those true friends that I'd have forever, but apparently I was wrong. You left your friends in Harrill out in the cold, and that should have been a sign to me. You got pissed off when you thought we were purposefully ignoring you, even when several people explained the situation to you. You made a promise to me, Emily, and Jessica, then went back on your word without having the decency to tell any of us what you did and refusing to answer our questions. You were rude to me in messages, telling me to first be honest, then to only say nice things or you wouldn't listen and that you had other friends and therefore, didn't need me. It is not the quantity of the friends that you posses that should matter, but the quality. And apparently, I'm just not the right quality for you. Instead of acting your age, and talking to me, you just deleted me from your friends. You're being rude to everyone that was a part of our group, I've talked to Emily Brown. I'm sorry that you didn't think that we could work through our differences and still be friends, even if it was just on Facebook. But you want to know something? I'll survive. You can go on and dwell and be pissy, but I've had enough. I have much better quality friends who are actually there for me when I need them. Good bye Nikki. You were a good person, and I wish you luck in anything you do. However, if you ever read this, I'd rather not have anything to do with you. Cause I thought I was mad, and I am, but I'm more hurt by your actions that I could probably cry. No offence, and I don't mean this rudely, but please don't talk to me or have anything to do with me anymore. To quote someone who can say it better than me- "i would rather not speak to you if you are going to act like you have an attitude or whatever with me. if you dont have anything nice to say, then dont say it to me at all. i love you, but i dont have time for drama in my life now. i am too busy as it is ..."

By the way, those are someone's exact words in a message to me.