********, I'm sick. We running out of money, I can hear my mom counting pennys in the other room just to get by. I can't even afford to go to the doctor right now. I want to have a better life and I know if I work hard enough i can give my children one. If my love and i have kids which I know we will. i just never wanna live like this again and neather dose love. I want a house with a beautiful garden, and swing. I'll do my best to make sure that happens......................... heart