... tomorrow.
God, why can't it just end? You know that saying, "Don't put things off until tomorrow if you can do them today." Well, for me it's more like, "Don't do things today, that you can put off until tomorrow." And this applies day, after day, after day.
Which is a bad thing.
I did finally decide on a demonstration project to present on Friday. I had to show Mrs. Mulkerin what I meant by drawing kanji. Of course, you write kanji but I know I would never be able to get through to that thick woman's head what I meant. xp
But, even though I have that finally figured out, there is an English quiz that I need to make up and a chem quiz that I need to re-take and alot of other crap that I'm jsut going to avoid talking about.
We did a robotics presentation at St. Agnes today. I think Mrs. Vandy thoroughly bored about half the students but they all remained attentive and the teachers really took an interest. The principal was very patient with Mrs. Vandy (who of course arrived extrememyl late) but then again, things at St. Agnes are a whole lot more mellow than public school ever is.
We kind of just improvised with our presentation and succeeded in looking completely unorganized, but it still went over well and I'm happy I went. However, we did end really late and I didn't sign out of St. Agnes until 2:20. It's about 3-4 blocks from the school to the bottom of the highschool hill... and then it's about a five minute walk up the hill. I ran half the way and arrived at 2:35, which had me in Japanese class long enough to get the new verbs.
*Sigh* I'm just happy I didn't miss much of Japanese. I love and hate that class but I never, ever want to miss it.
*changes subject quickly*
Though my father was dumped by his dumbass girlfriend for the unpteen millionth time she still wants to see him. She is stupid... and I think my father realizes that now. Which is exactly how I want things to be.
It finally looks like things are looking up for me though. I just wish my own social life would pick up a bit. I fear summer. Summer means self seclusion: lack of social contanct, excessive working, and time away from all those people.. *sigh* Okay, I'll just say it. I'll miss seeing certain people daily.
Yeah, there it is.. proof that I am totally and completely pathetic. But I don't care, I'll shout it to the world.... Okay, maybe not.
It seems like whenever I have a crush, I start with just telling one person, and then move onto telling my circle of close friends, and then my circle turns into an oval and includes those friends who I'm not extremely close to... and it's never gotten much farther than that. I generally lose interest or come across some other guy to secretely admire. But his time, I think I told too many people too soon and now I have no one left to tell.
So, what am I to do? I mean, I feel like I need to constantly be talking about him, but there really isn't much to say. Generally when I like someone, it's not as random as my current crush. WHY? domokun
*Giggles* Domo Cowboy
Geebus.. if you are confused now, it's one-hundred percent okay... because I am too.
So maybe summer will be good for me. I'll hopefully be able to spend my days convincing myself that I don't like anyone... or maybe I'll go crazy.
Absence makes the heart grow stronger... right?
So crazy it is.
Man, this sucks.
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But don't you call it pathetic! That's cruel...I think your affection for him is cute! whee heart
Hmm...Ooh! I have a suggestion! Get a job at K-Mart. On Tuesday he was filling out a job application for there...heh. Wouldn't it be cool to work with him?
*wink wink, nudge nudge* lol
Yeah, do that... so you can get a chance to ride the domo cowboy! domokun
Remember what they say...save a horse, ride a cowboy! wink