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Can you really see it?
The emotions that I hide
Do you really feel it?
The despair that's deep inside
It seems like I overwhelm myself
With hurtful thoughts that aren't my own
And then I try to fool myself
On whether or not I'm alone
Do I hide it all to ward the pain off?
Sealing off my own troubles
Waiting to one day just go off
When my pain relentlessly doubles
I'll take your pain
To hide from my depression
Ignore my pain
Until it turns into aggression
So tell me now
Can you really see it?
The emotions I hide
Do you really feel it?
The despair that's inside
Do you see the real me?
Or just my disguise
Would you even help me?
If the need did arise
I'm ready for this
To face all my pain
I've gotta do this
To stop this endless rain
So I'll let go of your problems
And now I turn to mine
Help me to solve these problems
To make me feel fine