Why can't I just let this go?
How can I let you know?
That I need to be left alone
You hold me to tightly in your hand
Suffocating, I can barely stand
Let me have my own control
Using guilt and depression
Hinting to your true agression
I need to escape this place
But then I lock myself away inside
All I've ever done is hide
I need to change
But how can I stand on my own
When this cage is all I've known
Where is my courage?
I don't ever tell you how alone I feel
The emotions you saw were never real
Just another mask to hide behind
I hide from the world, I hide from myself
Happy and depressed on my own little shelf
But I know it's not enough
I keep asking myself questions over and over
And my expectations just drop even lower
I can't see myself in the light
Darkness. . .depair. . .alone in the night
My future filled with pain as I fight
But you still won't let me go
Why can't I just let this go?
How can I let you know?
That I need to be left alone
You hold me to tightly in your hand
Suffocating, I can barely stand
Let me have my own control
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