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Lonely Aiori's life journal!
Just..about anythig...but bottom line..MY LIFE..
The other day when I was working...(I work at a Tortillera place...where they make tortillas? sweatdrop ) for some reason...I wanted to cry...

For some strange reason...I really did wanted to...but I stop myself..and continue working..since I had to..

when I got home...I didn't want anyone to bother me...so I went to sleep..

but I cried myself to sleep...is been years since I last did that..

wich it made me think...is been years since I last cried...

when my grandma died..
when my Parents got divorced..
when my dad left me..years with nothing to eat..getting used to eating just bread..and maybe milk...
when I wanted to ran away from home..but didn't...

.....

when I wanted to die...but since I was such a coward I didn't kill myself...

there were things I always wanted..like a family...

he knew..I wanted a family..he knew..and he promised me that "we" would get our own...

but..I left him..I finally ran away..but I still don't know if it was right or not..

I'm still sad..and I still have my heart broken..but I pretend is not..I glued the pieces..so nobody would notice..

...I hate myself..



~A lonely heart is better than a broken one~

Could you talk to me in spanish?....

....I miss hearing it...

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