Is almost L's Birthday...and I have not thought what I should do..I want to do a drawing of him..doing something..but what?

for some reason..I just don't feel like drawing it..for some reason....

but I want to because that is the only day L has for himself..and yes I have been waiting for it for a long time..

but I will be sad..I will be the only one(since noone here where I live doesnot like anime) who will actually sort of celebrate his birthday.

and also that day is my Fotolog's aniversary..oone year with it..I should feel proud..

but I dunno..this days I've been feeling down a bit...

i just hope I get to feel..a little "happy" before L's birthday..

I just hope so...