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What I was thinking about, was something my friend once said to me. "but I already knew you thought like that. That you hate yourself and stuff.". I didn't think about it much then, but today I realized she was wrong. I don't hate myself. I'm fairly pleased with how I turned out. I mean, theres a few things I'd change, but who wouldn't? As a whole, I'm pretty happy with how I turned out. It's the world that fell so grossly short of any of my least expectations. It's how the world turned out that makes me unhappy. I don't fit very well into it, and, mostly, I'm glad about that. As I look around, I realize that it's not the kind of place I'd want to fit in.