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And then the depression hits I don't know what to do anymore, everything I do ******** things up for myself, and everyone around me. This is just one of the worst periods of my life. The tears that have been hiding for so long, have finally erupted. I couldn't even hold back. Tears are running down my face for the first time in months. I have never felt so baddly about myself before, and it is one of the worst feelings I can imagine. I can't even do anything about this because I have went too far, over the line, and there's no turning back. It's the end of the road and I'm lost, no turning back. I am left crying. My heart is broken, I feel dead now.

Posted by: Indisputable Tue Oct 23, 2007 @ 01:40am

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Commented on: Wed Oct 24, 2007 @ 12:48am


	-sigh- Nice.

Commented on: Wed Oct 24, 2007 @ 01:36am


	...um...thanks? It's not a joke though, it's for real.

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aznman01
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Commented on: Wed Oct 24, 2007 @ 02:19am


	No s**t Sherlock. You don't think I realize that?

Commented on: Wed Oct 24, 2007 @ 02:29am


	Whatevs, yo, whatevs... Just don't be fooled by my cheerful guise at school.

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Commented on: Wed Oct 24, 2007 @ 02:44am


	-sigh- This is my exasperation mode. I say, "go take a s**t, and see what your fortune is in the toilet."

Commented on: Wed Oct 24, 2007 @ 04:30am


	I'm not a fortune teller dude! And I'm not going to hire someone to do it for me...you wanna do it?

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Commented on: Wed Oct 24, 2007 @ 11:43pm


	Hey, I don't wanna look at your s**t!!! Make someone else to do it for you!!!

Commented on: Thu Oct 25, 2007 @ 02:19am


	Why did you bring this up...it's very random...And no, that's icky!

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aznman01
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Commented on: Thu Oct 25, 2007 @ 03:17am


	I dunno. However, your fortune must be told, hold still, sir!!!

Commented on: Fri Oct 26, 2007 @ 11:37am


	...ok...

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aznman01
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Commented on: Fri Oct 26, 2007 @ 09:20pm


	Well, don't you want it to be told?

Commented on: Sat Oct 27, 2007 @ 03:59pm


	YES, that's why I stood still!

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aznman01
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Commented on: Sun Oct 28, 2007 @ 04:49am


	Good... Now wait a day or two, I can't get a good reading right now.

Commented on: Sun Oct 28, 2007 @ 06:29pm


	...-waits-...

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Commented on: Mon Oct 29, 2007 @ 04:00am


	Okay, I lied. I'm not a fortune teller. Here's 4 bucks to see a tarot card reader.

Commented on: Mon Oct 29, 2007 @ 04:02am


	4 bucks...

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Commented on: Fri Nov 02, 2007 @ 01:50am


	Yep!!! That's enough... I think...

Commented on: Fri Nov 02, 2007 @ 03:28am


	If you say so

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Commented on: Fri Nov 02, 2007 @ 10:15pm


	Well, what is your fortune, sir?

Commented on: Fri Nov 09, 2007 @ 02:52am


	hey wats up im bord how about you?? =]]

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Commented on: Sat Nov 10, 2007 @ 03:38am


	heh heh, sure why not! lol xp

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