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ruemker's thoughts
i usually wright about whatever comes out of my head or what ever is going on in my life.
my life
when i was born my parents were almost going to be divorced. but than one night my mother got pregnant with me.
do you know what it is like to know that your whole life is a mistake. that your very existence is an accident.
i mean did my mom ever not want me or did her just have me because abortion went against her religion.
these are the questions i ask myself every morning when i wake up and look at myself in the mirror.
I look in it and know that I am a mistake baby.

i wish that they had just aborted me and got it over with.

It hurts


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