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	ruemker's thoughts i usually wright about whatever comes out of my head or what ever is going on in my life.

	Light vs Dark
	Light vs Dark


As I stare into the abyss I let myself float away Float far, far down to darkness I've been here for years, why hasn't anyone found me? I fly away into the clouds every day Day dreaming; full of hopes and wants of you Crying from the heavens No one seems to notice Time buries those memories They are buried deep below into Earth's breast She takes them, but soon lets them go Just broken memories, broken thoughts, broken hopes Warmth has lost all feeling I now seem to only accept darkness I don't want that any longer If darkness keeps knocking at my door, I'll truly lose myself... You have shown me such a new side of life Happiness, joy You always smile; you fill my face with warmth It's uncontrolable, everything I thought was lost seems to be coming back But why can't I let it in? Darkness holds my soul I can no longer cut it away I have to let it go; bury it deep below I want to be happy with you I want to be able to feel the warmth that you give me I want so many things, but how can they all come true? Should I just tell you my heart out? But I've been hurt before, I don't want it to happen again My heart hasn't been mended, for the past three years it's still here in pieces Won't you repair it for me? Or will you stomp on them? I sit here now as I listen to words of Wind I know now I have a chance; I can give in to the powers of light Light will accept me, Light loves everyone If only everyone else could accept this new change... If only people wouldn't judge... Life along with others will always view me as dark Over years of pain and hurt, why wouldn't they? Voids this empty are best left alone, but now here I am fighting it Everything has kept going down You are the only thing that is holding me on Opening my heart to light each and everyday Underneath my rough exterior, hopefully you will find the real me And hopefully I can throw away my mask and become myself again finally being able to smile once more... ruemker · Sun Nov 04, 2007 @ 01:39am · 0 Comments


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