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I've had it with fighting tears. I had it with worrying whether I'll be alright or not. I'm sick of it all! I won't let this destroy me. I won't let an emotional catastrophe be the end of me. I won't let that be the closest i get to an honorable death. If i let this destroy......if i die from this, I'll never be satified. I don't---no, i won't have people saddend by my death. I've realized that there are people that DO love me and DO care about me. Therefore, I'll live and live well. I'll live not only for myself, but for them. Everyone who is there for me, I must be there for them in their time of need. So here I stand......sit....pledging this oath with my loudest.......typing.....((you know, maybe I'll just say this whole thing outloud afterwards...)). This oath will last for an eternity.....I'll make sure of that. I'm done with dying inside....it's time for this withering, flickering fire to become a BURNING FLARE OF PRIDE AND COURAGE!!!

.:ZEKE:.