I hate drama, it's just annoying.
Especially if it's fake drama.
Because I have noticed recently, that you can't just be depressed.
I've realized that if you're depressed, someone else has to have a worse problem than you to be depressed about.
And 90% of the time it's either exagurated or fake.
I've also realized, that I'm always trying to help people and make other people happy.
And I don't even worry about myself...
I go and give people advice, and then it comes back to bite me in the a**.
And I know, that sometimes I give bad advice that's good to other people.
I help people and don't care about how I feel myself.
I give people all these tips that should help them ask someone out, or make a new friend.
And they take that advice, and use it, but with me, I don't even take my own advice.
I preach but I don't practice.
Sometimes I think I'm such an idiot.
Because I don't take into consideration how this advice will make me feel later.
Whatever.
I guess I brought this upon myself.
I think I'm going to stop giving advice.
Because I just make things awkward, and weird for me.
It's not like Im' going to become a selfish b***h.
But i'm going to start caring a little less about other people, and let them handle their own s**t once in a while.
Especially if it's fake drama.
Because I have noticed recently, that you can't just be depressed.
I've realized that if you're depressed, someone else has to have a worse problem than you to be depressed about.
And 90% of the time it's either exagurated or fake.
I've also realized, that I'm always trying to help people and make other people happy.
And I don't even worry about myself...
I go and give people advice, and then it comes back to bite me in the a**.
And I know, that sometimes I give bad advice that's good to other people.
I help people and don't care about how I feel myself.
I give people all these tips that should help them ask someone out, or make a new friend.
And they take that advice, and use it, but with me, I don't even take my own advice.
I preach but I don't practice.
Sometimes I think I'm such an idiot.
Because I don't take into consideration how this advice will make me feel later.
Whatever.
I guess I brought this upon myself.
I think I'm going to stop giving advice.
Because I just make things awkward, and weird for me.
It's not like Im' going to become a selfish b***h.
But i'm going to start caring a little less about other people, and let them handle their own s**t once in a while.
