okay.
these feelings very rarely happen, because i know that i'll just get my heart crushed.
because its happened time and time again.
but there's a guy. and it's complicated.
because i really like him. i think.
and i think he knows. my friend thinks so anyway.
apparentely i act differently around him, i don't even notice.
and i only do that if i like someone.
but my best friend says that i act odd and stuffs and that it's obvious that i like him.
this happens everytime i get a crush.
i guess i make it obvious.
but i don't want to, unless i know that someone likes me i don't want them to know that i like them.
but, i really like him, and i kinda can't get my mind off of him.
i'm hoping that it's just a phase.
because i'll end up getting crushed in the end.
so while my heart is going "boomboomboom" and pounding out of my chest, my head is telling me "nonono" and giving me a headache.
so i don't know what to do... i'm very confused and now i don't even want to look at him because i don't want to give him the wrong idea.
i don't want him to analyze it...
UGGH.
I hate emotions !
these feelings very rarely happen, because i know that i'll just get my heart crushed.
because its happened time and time again.
but there's a guy. and it's complicated.
because i really like him. i think.
and i think he knows. my friend thinks so anyway.
apparentely i act differently around him, i don't even notice.
and i only do that if i like someone.
but my best friend says that i act odd and stuffs and that it's obvious that i like him.
this happens everytime i get a crush.
i guess i make it obvious.
but i don't want to, unless i know that someone likes me i don't want them to know that i like them.
but, i really like him, and i kinda can't get my mind off of him.
i'm hoping that it's just a phase.
because i'll end up getting crushed in the end.
so while my heart is going "boomboomboom" and pounding out of my chest, my head is telling me "nonono" and giving me a headache.
so i don't know what to do... i'm very confused and now i don't even want to look at him because i don't want to give him the wrong idea.
i don't want him to analyze it...
UGGH.
I hate emotions !
