It's been a year and 3 months since my Dad passed away from Cancer but the pain still hurts so bad. I was just listening to my favorite song *Tears by X-Japan* and my wound that was barely healing opened up again. The hurt and memories of my Dad came rushing back. cry You never realize just how much you miss someone until they're forever gone. I dont think my heart will ever be whole again. My Dad was everything to me and a Big chunk of my heart has been taken away and I dont think I'd ever be the same again. No one can ever fill the void that my Dad has left behind. I dont think I can ever get married cuz I refuse to walk down the aisle without my Dad being there to walk me. Why Dad why ? Why did you have to an alcholic to the point where alcohol claimed your life. I still need you now more than ever. Life suxs without you ! I wish I could die and be with you. BUt I'll just patiently wait for my time and then I promise you we'll be together again. I Love you, Dad ! In Loving Memories - January 1944 - August 2006 emo
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