Today was horrible I didn't have any of my homework and I couldn't even do my algebra test because I didn't even understand any of the math. And I had to wait an hour after school to film a thing for my Global studies class. Well I forgot I had that film today and I already felt sick and miserable this morning so I dressed in hobo sheik. I'm failing all but 2 classes. I think I might drop out I always wanted to be a florist just work in a flower shop (actually I wanted to be a teacher for mentally retarded students but I guess my dream will never be). The bus ride was horrid. Because I left late it was rush hour so the mile walk there I almost got hit by a car twice. I talked to Arren on my cell phone part of the way and it seems some b***h thinks he is hers. Finally on the bus it was full so I had to stand and everyone was staring at me like I was unwelcome to their filthy bus. Then a spot opened up. The person next to me got up and stood and her boyfriend very loudly repeatedly announced I was a b***h. I don't know why I didn't say a f**king word i even asked 2 random people if I smelled bad or something and no I do not. Then lucky me I shared a bus stop with the guy calling me b***h. When off he proceeded to yell hit the b***h and threw rocks at me which yes hit me and yes hurt very much. Well I eventually got onto my next bus luckily which wasn't crowded but I couldn't help but let a few tears go as the bus traveled down the road. When i was finally home I called Arren I don't know what it is he's doing that takes an hour or who the chick in the back was but i actually feel sorry i didn't say I love you when I managed to say good bye. The only good thing out of all this is I don't think Arren heard me crying when i called. I wish I knew what I did wrong but I feel just so dizzy and tired.
I'm so scared I feel so dizzy and out of it. I'm feeling queezy and it's a little hard to breath, I'm so tired and I think I have a concussion I'm so scared if I fall asleep I'll die and if I do I want it to be known Arren was the last thing I thought about.
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