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I'm confused, today was a good day, yet the instant i leave the mall I feel frustrated and my heart started to ache. . .then things just went down hill from there, i got stuck behind a van that was going 5 miles under the speed limit, and my car is so small i couldn't see the stop lights so i ended up running a red light. . .i started to feel better, but then i went to bestbuy with a friend and i'm off in an ailse, and then my eyes start to tear up and i feel like i'm going to have a mental breakdown for no reason. . .i get into my friends car to leave and she asks me what's wrong and i tell her nothing, and then i comment on how lonely the moon looks because i couldn't see any stars, and that just seemed to make me more depressed/numb, then i decide to play tekken 5 which usually makes me feel better, and i just feel worse, i got stuck on the last battle because i'm using Paul(i know absolutely nothing with him) and normally i play until i win no matter how long it takes so i can win a new characer. . .but then i give up. . .i just don't do that, i'm so confused. . .i'm just really mopey today i guess. . .we're all entitled to have a bad day or two right?