hey, i might be writing in this more than i expected. so, what's been happening with me? honestly, not a lot. passing all my classes...well trying to pass them..but enough about school it only makes me worried about homework..which sucks.. anyway, christmas is coming up and everyone is excited! unfortunately not me, i'm somewhat excited for the holidays but there are a few things i'm excited about: presents, relaxation, being with my family and hopefully my new phone. i just want my life to be balanced again and i feel like everything is just going topsy-turvy. (man i feel hella hold!)
so, i'm not sure if anyone will actually read this but this is something that is eating me up and i can't really tell my family cause they end up ignoring me. so, my relative came to stay with me but i honestly can not stand the sight of him. when i see him i get irritated, he and his brother ask me to go hang out with them but i just want to rest cause college life can get a little...ok..REALLY stressful and it's very seldom that i get to rest since school started. my other relatives find him a burden and somewhat of a lost cause but i don't know what to think anymore..i feel like i want to ignore him but at the same time i want to help him...i would like my life to just be balanced once again. also somehow i feel cursed by his presence. this little section may seem incredibly insulting, and just plain mean..it's something i have been feeling for sometime now ever since he's been stayin with me for the time. it's been at least two or three months on and off. he left and came back again. i hope this is the last time i will be typing something like this ever again.
and that's pretty much it..i should do my homework soon. i hope everything will work out. bye!so, i'm not sure if anyone will actually read this but this is something that is eating me up and i can't really tell my family cause they end up ignoring me. so, my relative came to stay with me but i honestly can not stand the sight of him. when i see him i get irritated, he and his brother ask me to go hang out with them but i just want to rest cause college life can get a little...ok..REALLY stressful and it's very seldom that i get to rest since school started. my other relatives find him a burden and somewhat of a lost cause but i don't know what to think anymore..i feel like i want to ignore him but at the same time i want to help him...i would like my life to just be balanced once again. also somehow i feel cursed by his presence. this little section may seem incredibly insulting, and just plain mean..it's something i have been feeling for sometime now ever since he's been stayin with me for the time. it's been at least two or three months on and off. he left and came back again. i hope this is the last time i will be typing something like this ever again.
