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If I Could Choose to Die
If I could choose where to die, I would do it where no one can see me. This way I could dissapear and and be forgotten. If I were to choose how to die, I would hire a darranged butcher to torture me, and kill me slowly and painfully. If I could choose when to die it would be on my birthday, this way my birthday is nothing to celebrate. If I were to choose the tool of my death, it would be a scaple, so I can be cut open very slowly. If I were to choose the person to kill me it would be my ex-girlfriends, so they can get their revenge for whatever I did to hurt them. If I were to choose die, I would have finally have done somthing good for the world.

But I can't, It is a direct order from her majesty. I cannot die. I have no choice, I must continue this meaningless existance.

Lord of the Heartless
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  • User Comments: [1]
    codenamejj
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    Tue Jan 01, 2008 @ 06:05am


    this may be weird coming from me but i would like to die when no one can see me so ppl would forget me i guess, its sort of understandable for ex-girlfriends to kill u but if they broke up with u then no , its weird of how i read this i understand it all that some thing or some one inside me wants me 2 die but i hide it every day of my life and now its out still wanting me 2 die and i can feel it inside of me , i feel the pain the thing has and it starts to convince me that i want to die as well


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