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What can i do to get rid of this ******** feeling? I hate it. . .it hurts. . .it won't go away. . .why is it persisting? trying to drive me over the edge. . .it came close once before. . .i don't want to go there again. . .i don't want to slip further into that dark place in my heart. . .not again. . .i don't know if i'm freaking out just to freak out but all i know is that i don't want this. . .not again. . .