Insanity draws near
Isolation becomes clear.
These things i hold inside
begins to break me from the outside.
My barriers i hold
Strongly so i dare not fold
Under this weight i bear
I hold it so closely for now i begin to tear
Darkness holds me close
Telling me things as i doze
Off into sleep
Before i begin to weep
I'm worthless and alone
As i walk around like a drone
I let no one in
Guarded i keep my secrets within
Afraid that they won't understand
My take on this world so bland
They'll confine and cage me
Insane they'll deem me
Yet i never complain to those outside
Only those who live far away i had let inside
Pure and untainted
Advice given without complaint
They know my fears
They know my tears
What makes me break
what makes me shake
But still i feel dilapidated
Instead of loved i feel hated
Tears fall through my smile
I feel as though I'm on trial
Do they watch my movements?
Do they listen to my judgements?
Gathering the verdict
Being oh so strict
Making certain you don't make a mistake
On the action you should partake
Taking me away from here
You hesitate as though in fear
Why must you torment me?
Taunt me as you look down on me?
I feel you watching me
I hear you talking to me
Can't you see
what this does to me?
Isolation becomes clear.
These things i hold inside
begins to break me from the outside.
My barriers i hold
Strongly so i dare not fold
Under this weight i bear
I hold it so closely for now i begin to tear
Darkness holds me close
Telling me things as i doze
Off into sleep
Before i begin to weep
I'm worthless and alone
As i walk around like a drone
I let no one in
Guarded i keep my secrets within
Afraid that they won't understand
My take on this world so bland
They'll confine and cage me
Insane they'll deem me
Yet i never complain to those outside
Only those who live far away i had let inside
Pure and untainted
Advice given without complaint
They know my fears
They know my tears
What makes me break
what makes me shake
But still i feel dilapidated
Instead of loved i feel hated
Tears fall through my smile
I feel as though I'm on trial
Do they watch my movements?
Do they listen to my judgements?
Gathering the verdict
Being oh so strict
Making certain you don't make a mistake
On the action you should partake
Taking me away from here
You hesitate as though in fear
Why must you torment me?
Taunt me as you look down on me?
I feel you watching me
I hear you talking to me
Can't you see
what this does to me?
