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Everyday when I wake up feels like I'm being ripped away from my soul.
I can't explain it.
Maybe I just don't want to wake up to the realities of the world,
Maybe I just dread what is going to happen later on that day.
The feeling is one of the worst things I've ever felt.
Maybe it's not life but the lack of it,
waking up every morning and not having someone you love next to you.
It's funny that my dreams taught me something ( precognitive, sound cool but they suck sometimes)
Love to me really isn't about the sex.
And this is one of the first times I'll really admit this.
It's not about that at all.
If you and your lover are happy just being with each other, that is love.
Love isn't just screwing, it's being part of the other person no matter what they do.
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maybe thats just me ...