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The Phases of my Life

This is a place I'm going to be putting up most of my poems, no one has to read them but if you do I would really like to know what you think of them. If you could please leave a comment or message me about it I would be thankful.

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hurting (poem) it hurts. it hurts when your told your wanted yet the person who says it doesnt talk to you as much. unwanted... unneeded.... unloved....... unnesisary... thats how i feel... i feel selfish wanting to be loved. but thats all i want. i end up alone again. in the end in the end i’m the one crying my self to sleep. or staying up all night worrying about it. why... why me i wonder... what did i do to have this happen to me... they wonder why i dont open up... i opened up almost all the way to him... but he didnt open up to me... it hurts still.... it hurts he says he wants to be with me... but you cant be with someone when you dont talk to them. i dont think he knows how much this hurts me... he doesnt tell me much... i know he’s cutting but it hurts me too. it like he doesnt trust me to tell me much.. it hurts so much... so freaking much.. i want him to open up.... i want to tell him this is how i’m feeling but i dont want him hurt... i want to say ‘hey....i give up.’ but i cant... i just cant do it... it just hurts so much... it just hurts... it hurts...

Posted by: Blood_drenched_okami Tue Jan 15, 2008 @ 03:18pm

I opened a group roleplay.
Divergent Crossroads O/A
I do coding @ The 𝔾raphic Ħide-a-way 2.0 {Graphics & Layouts}
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jinjin112
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Wed Jan 16, 2008 @ 07:11am

u and me both. not so much with the cutting but u and me both.
if only guys were more.... non guy-ish (not gay).... then the would would b right

I Poke you to Death
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Mon Mar 10, 2008 @ 05:20am

this poem sounds like lyrics to some song, have u tried making songs before?

Abby The Odd
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Mon Sep 29, 2008 @ 12:07am

I FEEL YOUR FRICKEN PAIN...

Cept in my case, he doesn't really know I like him... so not really..... in that instance....

BUT I FELT YOUR PAIN ONCE!!!

It's like you want to be that razor they open themselves up with(to)...

Midget_Shinigami
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Sat Apr 18, 2009 @ 06:12am

wow.. that's deep. I hope you don't actually feel like that >.< But you have friends when you got a problem, remember that ^^

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