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God where to ******** begin... Nikki First off I can say that I love you with all I have in this entire body of mine.... I can tell you that you are the only one I need in this life... Honey... My love for you isn't the same at all... Not one thing is the same about my love for you...Cause you know why... My love for you as grown. It grows everyday... I was so ******** foolish,stupid, and idiotic to ever have let you go. I just have to thank the heavens above that you gave me another chance... God I don't even know why you gave me another chance...maybe it was out of pity... maybe its the fact that you do love me.. I don't care as long as you are with me now... I am never letting you go again.... Just my mind was running wild and I just thought you deserved better then me.... that maybe you would soon forget me.... but that night when I broke up with you was the most miserable pain and agony in my life... I have never cried that hard in my ******** life... Just the fact that I set you free hurt... So what if your love for me as died... as long as I am with you now...and that fact that you still love me alittle makes me happy... "patient" you tell me "and the love will probably grow again." well baby here is the note right here that I will wait for you... I will wait my entire life for you... Thats how much I am dedicated to you.. .Thats how much I want to be with you honey... I want to grow old with you... I want be with you for the rest of my life... Nikki I don't no how sorry I can be right now... I just hope that you forgive me soon... I can't believe how much I am in love with you... You will never know how much I love you honey..... All I can hope is that our love will shine forever... That our love will grow more and more each day... In my eyes we are still ment to be.... And I will always fight for our love... You my light, My world, My rose, But most of all my angel that was here to bring my out of darkness and into the light. It feel like heaven every time you hold me, every time you kiss me. I would do anything for you... any ways... After all my ranting in this.. I hope that you read every word..and that you realize that I am sorry... and that know matter what happens... I am willing to fight for our love... Nikki... I am here to stay.... But my life is meaningless with out you... Your not just my girlfriend...your my other half...

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