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I worked so hard
To make myself follow my heart
I put my heart on the line, a wild card
Supressing my guilt, the pain had just begun to start

The lies the pain
My breath short and fast
What is there for me to gain?
I know that I won't last
My heart bleeding open, slain

I sit here now
torn to peices inside
with my head bowed
My feelings I now hide

So now through my blood sweat and tears
I hide inside myself, and hide from my fears
Can I be saved? I'll have to do it myself
My hope and love a liberating power in itself

So now I sit toiling
Blood sweat and tears
And I try to be strong
Against all of my fears