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"There's truth in your lies, doubt in your faith. All I've got's what you didn't take. So I, I won't be the one, be the one to leave this in pieces. And you, you will be alone, alone w/ all your secrets and regrets.. don't lie." ~ In Pieces -- Linking Park
my true feelings..
reading a blog a certain "brother" of mine wrote inspired me to write one just like it.


I want people to know the truth about what I think about them..

okay... here goes.



James:
You've been there for me when it came to alot of bullshit, you even gave me a music device when mine broke freshman year... I knew we'd be close the minute you pushed me down in 3rd grade.. call that odd but it's true. We do pick on eachother a lot but we're pretty much siblings and that's expected. No matter how much I get mad at you, you always find some way to cheer me up. Thanks for being there man.. couldn't have gotten through the tough times w/out you.

Dan: You were my first love Dan. I'll never forget those times.. yes, all 5 of them. rolleyes you always kept me laughing, comforted me.. and just like James, you dealt w/ my bitching. I'm so sorry I hurt you all those times but trust me, if I hadn't, we probably wouldn't have gotten Ryan and Kari before it was too late. I still have you in my heart, of course that'susually the case w/ all first loves. Just know that I cherish our friendship, and am glad we've stayed friends...


Dani: God it seems like I've known you for a long-a** time but it's only been a few years.. you still owe me those balloons hun, but eh... I guess we'll have to wait till we're out of school huh. I'm glad we know eachother and I'm glad you and James found eachother. you two are adorable.

KC:
We've known eachother since I moved here and I could never have imagined us being as close as we are.. You were there for me when ever I asked you to be and for that I am eternally greatfull. I'll never forget you.. EVER. I will always be your Raynebow Unicorn..



Ryan:
We've given each other everything. there is nothing I could say that would truly define my love for you. You're everything I could have hoped for. I have a hard time believing you're real sometimes..
You care so much about me, and never hesitate to make me smile. It's more than I deserve. I know that you're the one I want to spend every minute of my life w/. You mean everything to me... when we were laying there in the grass at the library and you told me I was beautiful, I realized just how much you loved me.... you don't care about sex.. all you care about is if I'm happy and w/ you. I love you.

Ness and Bobbie:
You have been true friends through these years.. you took care of me when I was "drunk" which showed me how much you guys really care. If it wasn't for you, Bobbie, I wouldn't be dating Ryan... and Ness, we'll find those spoons someday and kick nate out of that glass peep show case before he even touches that chocolate mousse.. I know we've had our fights now and again but that's completely normal.. I won't be able to survive high school w/out you.
Love you guys.

Daya: we were friends because of Green Day.... we found out we were cousins because of our friendship. I'll never forget that. You just never gave up on me.... you were one of the 4 people that truly and honestly would give up a shitload to make me happy. I know I haven't been lenient when it came to Travis, but that was sadly a first impression of him I was stuck w/ and am just starting to let go of. You gave me the courage to go on before Ryan, and you dragged me kicking and screaming out of the hell hole I was originally in. You are my closest family member, and I hope that never changes. I love you hun.

Chris V. : I can't lie... stare you're a ********' stuck up p***k who needs to learn that Rachel will NEVER be yours. You need to ********' smell the coffee and see that you're gay. I did fall for you back then, but after what you've done to me.. what you've tried to do in order to jeopardize mine and Ryan's relationship, i realize you'll never be who I thought you were. I'm so glad I found Ryan because now I see what true, honest love is. No matter how hard you try, you'll never find out what it feels like to be truly in love. You're head is too far stuck up your a** to tell. It's guys like you that are the cause of emotional meltdowns in girls.. You don't even care do you? You'll just read this and forget about it.. just like you do w/ every OTHER reality check you receive. I hope you ********' rot for what you've done.. yeah... some Mormon you are.


Rachel:
I know you're probably a little angry w/ what I've written under Della's and Chris's thing.. but I am being 100% honest w/ it... and you always liked that about me. I am so glad you're alive.. w/out you I never could've gotten the message to Della to back off Ryan.. You and Jonathon helped me realize true love does exist (before I saw it in Ryan). You guys are still so strong after 5 years together. I'm almost jealous.. but I know I can make it >.< You can steal my nest anytime >.o

David:
stare I hope you ******** realize how worthless you are. You made me believe you cared, but really, you only used me as a punching bag. You'll never know how much I really hate you. there isn't enough words in the worl- okay, my vocabulary to even begin to tell you. I won't be surprised if you're in jail and aren't able to read this. The death penalty is all too good for you when it comes to all the things you've done to people.. including me.
you walk around, grabbing your crotch shouting curse words in the air... it's called masturbation a*****e, and that's for private use. Go play in traffic.

Joey: Okay.. you kept me from running away, then told me you loved me.... but then not even an hour later, you go off and ******** some chick!?!? yeah.. true love right there.. so glad I didn't see you that night....

Jesse: You were there for me in middle school, if it weren't for you, Dan and I wouldn't have ever dated. I thank you for that. Though you're a lying sack of crap that can't keep his hands on his own damn girl.

....I'll never forgive you for that one night...


Ryan's mom:
I'm so happy that I've met your son... if you haven't noticed yet lol. I know I got off on the wrong foot w/ you that one summer... god there isn't a day that goes by that I don't think about that incident.. But all in all you make me feel welcome in your home (even though I STILL haven't overcome my shyness yet) ... like I'm part of the family... and.. I love you for that.

plus, you're one heck of a kewl mom
xd

Tommy: You'll always be my little gay "fiance" lol. We were always those two kids in yearbook that argued like a married couple, yet we always got work done while arguing.. I'll never forget those freakin' awesome times.. falling off my stool into the basket, running around outside, singing and dancing in front of the windows, being band stalkers, god there's so much that I could mention here..

I'll always support you in everything you do. I mean come on, I'm vice president of GSA lol. I took it on when Daya obviously couldn't.. yeah...

I'm still mad you switched out of our english class.. *le grr* oh well, I love you still hun.

I'm still not done w/ all of these yet.. got a bunch of people left and a things to add to the one's already posted...


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