before he leaves me.. all those memories he has w/ her..I'll never produce as many.. She was his true love, compared to her, I'm just a worthless piece of trash deserving to be thrown into the inferno where I belong.. He's all I want, and I can't even have THAT for as long as I want... every time we're together, I can feel him slipping out of my grasp. I love him too much to let him love another... to see him kiss her once again.. I don't think my heart could handle yet another break. Please don't let it happen again. I... I... I don't know what I'd do w/out you! Call me paranoid. I know that much to be true. I want him to be happy.. but.. I want him to be happt w/ ME... not in the arms of someone else... There's only one place on this earth in which he belongs... and it's here, w/ me, in my arms.. not in someone elses.... God I feel like a total emo.. but I'll be a dead emo if his love recedes..... I love you Ryan Olson, I want to spend all eternity in your arms, please don't deny me this one and only request
 Raynebow Unicorn · Sun Jan 28, 2007 @ 12:28am · 1 Comments |
