Ry-Ry kinda got me into reading my old messages on myspace, I sure changed.....
I got depressed after reading some of those messages.
A few were from people very important to me, that I can no longer speak with...
People I had feelings for, but never got a chance to tell...
Or people that I loved, but left me...
It made me think about the people I have feelings for now...
Some of these feelings will probably remain forever...
I know with a certain someone it will, but it'll never advance, I will never get to be with this person due to a lot of things. But, I accept that factor. Fate probably doesn't wish for me to be with this person anyways....
Even though my feelings for them grow with each day. In ways it saddens me, but that's life and I just have to get use to not getting everything I want.
I also have feelings for someone else, she lives in the same county as me, I like her a lot...
But when we're older, we're going to be split up. I hate thinking about being so far away from her...
It makes me want to cry.
What's more important...
Dream occupation or the girl of my dreams?
Probably the girl of my dreams, but I want my job too....
I hope everything works out in the end, I really do...
 Princess Adina · Mon Jan 28, 2008 @ 06:39am · 1 Comments |
