Is it possible to be so happy just because of one person?
Just...one person?
I mean..I could careless if he never loved me the same way as I love him.
As long as I'm around him, I'm fine.
I want to be with him forever, but I don't think...that'll happen...
It might, but I'm not getting my hopes up.
The chances of us even meeting are slim to none.
I just have to face those facts...
But the more I think about it, it makes me wonder if I could live without him....
I mean...when he's gone for..not even 2 weeks...
I miss him so much, depression..it seems to...suffocate me...but it strangely makes me love him more....
I wonder if I could deal with that? I don't think I could....
Nn...I've been pondering what life was like before I met him, and I don't really remember it. I don't know if that's good or bad..ehhh...
Damn, I'm hopeless.
Life sucks, love sucks, and I just wish I didn't have feelings for this guy...
But I do... and I've had them for about a year now.....It seems a lot longer though..
Do I think these strong feelings will subside anytime soon? Hahaha, nope.
Eh, I won't think too much into the future, for now I will just enjoy the "online moments" I have with him....
And I'll deeply cherish them.♥
Now I shall bid my adieus and stop writing♥
Goodbye, goodbye.
 Princess Adina · Mon Mar 24, 2008 @ 05:44am · 0 Comments |
