My stomach hurts... stare ... We were forced to do the stupid Heimlich maneuver in health today.. (CPR next class, oh boy.. rolleyes The manikins scare me.) Anywys...I was a test subject so I had to stand in front of the class while the teacher did the Heimlich maneuver to me.... It was quite embarrassing (Teh teacher got way too close, yo.. XDD). I had to hum then all of a sudden it felt like she punched me in the gut (it didn't hurt.) and the hum kinda got cut off suddenly which caused a small squeak to be produced. xD;; Everyone was laughing. owwwo; I had to do a lot of embarrassing things today, actually. -stares- I had to go in front of the class and present my "coat of arms". >//////< My speech for it was pretty cheesy, but I think I touched a few people with it. O___O; The teachers seemed amazed that such writing came from me. Maybe it's because when I write, I write more of my thoughts and stuff. Which is why I do not like telling someone my feelings for them personally, it's not due to shyness....but I just can't think of exactly what to say to them, so it's better in paper in my humble opinion. I had something on my coat of arms though that meant "an intense, burning affection". Ahaha. I wonder what *that* is about. It's pretty easy to guess... Anywhooo...I checked out some alien books from the library. Hahaha..my dad got me into that s**t again.... >W< The books are pretty interesting although I'm slightly afraid of the unknown.... I'm also getting into ghosts! I just want to know more about them and stuff~ It's kinda exciting ^-^ Hnn...annnnddd....the guy that molested me and asked to sex me up not too long ago, he recently asked if I would have sex with him again. Oh, and he kept "accidentally" touching my leg. I rejected him (AGAIN) and said my heart already belonged to someone.♥ He asked who, and I of course told him who~ He was all like "THAT'S *****" and I said "Oh no it's not~!" If him and I are not together and are not having sex then it is far from ***** blaugh Wheeeeee~ whee I hate perverts that can't control themselves. ********, I'm a pervert (I WILL ADMIT IT!) but I know when not to be one. And it's not like I go around asking everyone to have sex with me. In fact I'm still a virgin (to men....er...not women.), so yeah... Err...my hands aren't exactly virgin though....And I really mean that... -stares at hands- I did some pretty bad things which I regret doing. Goddamn Cinco de Mayo....That day is national "My hands stopped being virgin" day. If I went into detail about it, people would think wrongly of me.... But you know...it was just teenage hormones acting up.... Not my fault..... Well it slightly is but you know... >////<; I'm gonna get off this subject and just end this journal entry now. -blushes and looks down-
Princess Adina · Tue Mar 25, 2008 @ 04:14am · 0 Comments |