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my journal

yeah, this is mine so that means everone can read it if they like. i dont really care. i mostly write about whats going on that is troubling me or random poems here and there

twilight_pixie
Community Member

Posted: Wed Jan 30, 2008 @ 03:17pm

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	life is hell and hell is pain right now finding a reason to keep going seems to be fading. the person i wanted to meet for so long wants nothing to do with me. the career i wish to persue seems to be pointless. my love life is nonexistant and never will be there "life is hell and hell is pain" this was said by a very stupid drug addict, but how true it is. i believe now i can say i give up on everything cause i know nothing will ever come. it is pointless to hope for the hopeless. if they have no hope, y hope for them? forever in my past present and future i am doomed to be alone and i have know it all along...no matter what i tell myself, they are all lies....i cant even picture myself married or with kids. thats insanity to me...it'll never happen and i and everyone who knows me, knows its the truth..