I don't wish to scare anyone with this entry, but if at some point in October I stop coming on gaia for a week or more, consider me dead or hospitalized. I forgot which day in October, but in that month is the anniversary of a major earthquake and for the last 2 anniversaries of it, on the exact day, there was a massive earthquake that took out a lot. No it is not the earthquake of 1987, it was before that one.
Today I feel as if I am walking on my death bed because I can't stop thinking about what will happen when this hits. I have a feeling I will be in my English or History class, another words, I'll be in a 2 story building on the second floor. It is just an intuition thing I guess, so it could easily be very wrong. Once I take in the fact that I might be dead before christmas this year, I'll be living in the moment cause I know this year could be the end of me.
If any of you read this and I haven't been on for more than 2 weeks and it is after October, consider me dead. Now if that much time hasn't passed, don't worry. I have an extremely busy schedual this year. I'm taking 4 regular high school classes, 2 jc classes (junior college), and I'm playing Volleyball, so yeah, extremely busy.
I love you all,
live strong, be happy, and never said goodbye because those words are cursed.
Beccah Wood
p.s. I have a strong will to live, but I'm still afraid cry
My motto: It'll be ok in the end, If it's not ok, it is the end.
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