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I wrote this a few weeks ago!!!

Rigor_V
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Posted: Sat Feb 09, 2008 @ 06:51pm

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	There is nothing to my mind, but a blitzkrieg of instability conniving injustice runs rampant in my soul causing my abstract insecurity dreamless nights and sleepless sleeps like sunless mornings and paveless streets could not an injustice stand unpunished luminating a cross vixen like a dear in a train's headlights a beautiful lie tastes better with credibility obscure. this nonsense I endure and the undesirable is all that will cure it the act of pouring water on soil leave the water to run deep they grow and nuture my blades of despairing grass in my heart...my mind was always clear but now my heart tortures me am I a fool to believe in happy love? is it instinct or the hapless creation of mind and soul is ignoring my instinct what is killing me inside or am I embracing too much the spirit and mind to and unprecidented offense I sometimes wish I was uneducated that I did not have this crippling condition known as knowledge I curse my mind It leads me to ruin I wish to be at times, a mindless monkey nothing more than an indulgent of wordly goods simple is the world I wish I was simple but I think I wish for what will never be I look for the things that I will never see why am I forsaken what did I do to deserve it is it just a punishment I feel alone I am so alone nobody understands....because they are not me I am homely to lonely I just do not care anymore I have lost the rabbit he had more pressing issues grandeur is over and it tastes like lemon the egg is cracked and the inside is rotten I can continue all day with the metaphors with the constant personification of misery I had this crush on a pretty pistol and she let me be her bullet and I misfired the future is bleak I am numb and cursed because I am dumb I failed to be anybody else I failed to be happy love is not math You just can't measure it the numbers will just explode in eclectic order and if you can't match up...the "equation" falls apart so alone....so alone take me away forever and a day just take me away

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I will believe in you
no matter what you do
I am not going to judge
and do not be confused with their sludge
together we stand
divided we fall
apart we are weak as grains of sand
united we are a tree and we stand tall

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eternal crimson nite
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Commented on: Thu Mar 13, 2008 @ 12:31am


	Corey I love it^_^ (And i'm glad your not a mindless monkey by the way) Anways..it was a great poem^_^ I thoroughly enjoyed reading it. You are WAY more talented then I am!!! -Alexandria

Commented on: Wed Feb 08, 2012 @ 10:03am


	Corey, First off you are NEVER alone, ever! I will always be here for you, I just wish you were still here for me.... Miss you..You love with alll your heart, and that is what makes you so truly wonderful. Please, Do not give up, I hope you haven't given up. You are so smart, and knowing that you have a mind, is so much better, and a mindless monkey? you, do know monkeys are pretty damn intelligent besides throwing their fecies right? lol. Who was, this crush, If I may ask? & Another thing, Someone does Understand you, don't think that, your 2 best friends who have been through thick n thin with you understand you, I have always tried, you and I have always had the level of understanding each other that no one else had, or could connect too. I hope you get on, one of these days and read this, and others. I will always be here for you, I will never give up on you, you will always be in my heart and you always are in my thoughts.

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