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I'm insane. I need more help than even I know. Nobody else knows it....I don't know how much longer it is until I completly snap. I will, and it won't be pretty. Nobody knows ALL of the real me. People may know pieces.....but not the whole story. I don't even get it. Why am I so crazy? I'm gonna end up in a mental hospital one of these days. I'm not joking you. I will. I think I get a little more crazy everyday I keep the true me locked up. Really. One day....one day, it's gonna be bad. I'm gonna lose it. Which is NOT good in my case. Nobody knows. ninja But if you've read this now you do. You don't know the exact level of how crazy I am....but it's pretty bad. Somedays I don't even know if I know how bad it is myself. s**t this thing is redundant. I only say that because I'm listening to that right now. xd See? I am crazy. But don't even bother to ask me how crazy I am. Nobody wants to know my thoughts....I can't even right them down....maybe I should. Maybe I should. Well, now my dad is yelling at me to get off.