My two best friends, Emily and Hanna are fighting again! Will it ever stop! Emily won't even look at Hanna and Hanna's mad because of something Emily said about her and of course she had to bring up something that Emily had said to her almost a year ago. And of course... me being the sandwich meat have to be in the middle, it's like i'm some mail man, Emily is always saying "Tell hanna that..." And Hanna says "Yeah! Well Tell stupid Emily that...."
Why can't we just let things go? Something from last year? Why would Hanna bring that up? Why can't we just think before we say something! Emily, do ever think that other people have feelings?
It's to heavy to carry it around with me, watching my two best friends fight, it's like watching a man get shot. I can't hold it any longer! I feel like i should cry but i'm too mad at both of them to cry and yet i have this lump in my throat but i'm not sad at all! And this time... I don't think my two best friends are ever going to be friends again and then i'll fall... again into this black pit, two people fighting over me... and i wan't to scream at them. And no matter what movie i watch, no matter what song i listen to, no matter what picture i see that includes two or three people, even one... it reminds me of them and i can't get it off my mind. I want my friends to talk again, and i want to go tot the school again and sit on the fence with them. I want to laugh with them again... But i don't think... that it'll ever happen... That spot on the fence... that spot where the white paint in coming off, three people won't sit there again, three people won't laugh and have over people tell us to be quiet, and then wood that is visible where the white paint is chipping off.... will be painted over... and over time... we'll forget. And nothing will be the same.
 darknessfaith · Wed Feb 20, 2008 @ 04:03am · 0 Comments |
