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The List: Jamie Knopf Jacob Adaberry Blake Bangs Dakota Swigart
The reasons:
Jamie Knopf: It all started in soccer, at first you talked to everyone but me. I didn't care. What did it matter to me? Just another player to the team... not so much, right? I was totally wrong. I waited for two weeks and then school started, i had science with you, and those first two days you sat next to me. Remember soccer the next day, saying 'i actually know you now' i was glad. I could tell that a big part of my life was missing out. It was you. my best friend, of all time! You're always there, for the whole three months that I've known you! We laugh, have a good time, and the first time i told you about Blake bangs... Well you didn't laugh, you just told me he was cute. I nodded, agreeing, and you were the first one who didn't make fun of me. The only. You didn't care that i liked him! But when i talked to you about him, you helped me. I can't even explain it! Jamie! I love you! A lot!
Jacob Adaberry: I remember looking at you for the first time and thinking Another one of those weird kids who plays with hot wheels and wears power ranger shoes. And was just weird. But i got to know you, your locker being right under mine. And we're the same. You're quiet. You barely talk to me, but when you do, i can tell you try, and have a good time. Remember in math, when mrs. zaiger said to sit down where ever we would be happiest out of curiosity? We sat at two tables next to each other. And both of our tables weren't filled except for us. And people were trying to fix seven or eight into their tables. Remember exchanging that glance with me, it was sad, but your spiked blond hair and your long black lashes stuck out. Remember nodding? Almost saying 'i'm here too.' i can't tell you how much that meant. I love you! And i think that you're really cute, and you're one of those kids who doesn't have a lot of friends, and no girl pays attention to you, and girl feel bad because you're 'wierd' well i actually have a big crush on you.
Blake Bangs: Okay, it's obvious that i like you! You're cool, and it's obvious that you'd be one of my heros. but you don't know why, do you? Well there was one time when i had fallen, and Sarah went to help me up, but you pushed her aside and helped me up. I can't get that out of my head. It was like you actually cared. I mean not that you don't, it's just, you're for Emily, right? And Emily doesn't like you. And... you still manage to pay attention to me. You have no idea how much i'm going to miss wellness, i need to be in a class with you. I LOVE YOU! You're always talking to me about the stuff that girls won't that other guys are afraid to do. You're not. And i love you for that. Please don't change!
Dakota Swigart: Okay. We were nearly best friend in fourth and fifth grade. You liked Emily, i liked Blake. Blake liked Emily, Emily like Blake. Wasn't that so painful to you? It was to me, but it was less painful with your sense of humor, and you bringing me in, and almost telling me it was okay, that you were going through the same thing, the same opposite. Okay. You were my best friend, no one compared. And I was yours. Now we don't talk much, but whenever i walk past you, i get this feeling, i crave your arms again. I crave our friendship. I need it. I need YOU, i want to be best friends with you again. To do crazy stunts at out old school. Man. I miss you so damned much. And i love you, i really do, former best friend.
And there folks. Are my heroes, the people that have brought me through everything.
darknessfaith · Fri Oct 17, 2008 @ 05:17am · 0 Comments |
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