today i was awoken to the sound of mum crying and when iasked neither
parent said what was up so my persistance toward my dad yeilded the
factt hat my demon sister has once again caused issues within my
stable family structured life that i have worked so very hard to
construct.
i did nothing today..like nothing...no cleaning my room, no washing my
pig, and no homework...i have to do it all tommarrow...i didn't even
get dressed or take a shower it was very said...
i watched T2 and also The Matrix as well as half a dosen other movies
and the such...
i've been bored all day and it sucks and i'm like uber bored right now
and i could use a hug and max is on a suicidal emo rampage right
now... cry
our conversation today included
Me-
MAX!! I want you to tektek me!! okay? goods...
Max-
Not now Jennnn, I feel like s**t, besides, even if I felt fine I would
only do it for some gold
I can't get Sabrina off my mind, and just my life in general is like
watching myself go through one big maze
I'm sorry, but I really don't feel like doing anything right now
except curling up and sleeping forever
Me-
sorry max...*hug* plz feel better...i dun like seeing you all torn up
like this...laura dosen't either...
Max-
Uh-huh, not to be rude, and don't take it personally
But I don't really care
I pretty much want everyone to die, and don't tell her (hell, I won't
even tell you the whole truth), but that includes you and Laura, sorry
Like I said, don't take it personally, you cauht me at a bad time
As you know I am usually nice and ecstatic, where do you think all the
anger and hatred goes?
That goes into my b*****d side, which I am semi in right now
There is only one person I am completely okay with right now
Oh yeah, that reminds me, I have people to go torment, I know at least
to I cn make want to die right now but I will wait
Sorry Jenn, but I kinda just don't give a ******** *hug*
Please take no offense, and please don't take it personally
i feel like slapping him!!! or at least like being mad at him for some
of that the last one hurt alot coming from max and it just sucks and
ugh i need some tea...and a nap and like i said a hug today has been a
toughy and its killing me right now...
*curls up with tea* cry i hope by monday all will be good cry ....
"Work like you don't need the money, love like you've never been hurt, and dance like no one is watching." --Satchel Paige
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Those who danced were considered crazy, by those who did not hear the music.
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Those who danced were considered crazy, by those who did not hear the music.
