Thoughts of suicide fill my mind
The day to day grind has messed with my mind
Thinking thoughts of leaving you all
I think of the things that have caused me to fall
I sit here crying and I feel my heart dying
For all of my trying
I could not make it right
After I was acuused og not doing right
Of a cheating on a friend
My best friend
He is my world
And all I did was curl-up
And watch the world twirl
Because I could not face the day
I could not be strong and stay
I felt the anger well up inside
I wanted to hide
I to die
Or fly
Or run
But I could do none
And what was the fun in that
There was a place I wished I could be at
There in his arms
Where I could disarm
I could relax
And face the facts
That we were ok
And I would be ok
And because I could not
I began to tie a knot
One to end my life
Because of this strife
I would not be there tomorrow
**i wrote this the day i beilieve my boyfreind dumped me maybe the day before and i sent it to him...it made him sad**
***Looking back it was the third of March, the Monday after my birthday(1st) and that night he dumped me. I sent it about 5:30***
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